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Why Do I Feel This And See Shadows?


My story started after my great grandfather died. I was about eight at the time. I was very upset at the time and just kept wishing for him to come back or for someone to comfort me. After he died my family moved into a new house. I was excited to be in a new place but, something was off. I hated being alone and if I was upstairs then I had the feeling to stay away from windows. Also at this time things of mine began to disappear when no one had touched them. This was the first time I remember seeing something in the shadows move. I slept on the top of a bunk bed and one night I couldn't sleep. Soon I had the feeling that I had to look down. When I did I saw something shift in the shadows before it disappeared and I feel asleep. The feeling of something being there got worst until we had to move again.

My family was forced to then live with my grandmother. For about three weeks the house was fine but then I slowly got the same feeling when I was alone. We moved again though, before it got worse. When we made it to the new house though right away it began to feel weird. Most specifically the second floor hallway. Around this time I spoke to my mother about it but, she told me I was being silly. As the feelings began to grow, I randomly started to grieve for my great grandfather again. I would end up crying at night for him before falling asleep.

As as on as the grieving began it stopped only to have my things start to disappear. Also things that had gone missing began to appear at random. My lost book would be found in a box that was full of kitchen supplies. When I the feeling to look at certain spot arose I would ignore it but I would get a bad headache doing so. After sometime I not only got sick but afterwards got attached to graveyards wanting to visit them.

As I began to try and figure out why I felt what I felt, I began to feel the same thing towards other buildings. I would then unconsciously began to avoid those places. Not only did the feeling of something being there grew but the feeling of being watched and sometimes protected or unwelcome grew. It took about two years before the feeling of de-sa-vu began to settle in. I would get to school and it would feel like I had already learned something when it was completely new material. I was about eleven when this picked up. It didn't happen often but when it did there was no way to explain it logically so I brushed it off.

After another year we moved again and this time with my mother's boyfriend's parents. The house was odd and never seemed right. If I was alone I could almost swear something was behind me. At this time me and my sister shared a room. The feelings did grow but even when my sister was in the room, I would feel something there. One night when I couldn't sleep, I randomly opened my eyes. I then watched a shadow man walk from the window towards my closet. When I sat up to check nothing was there. The closet then became the worst spot to be near alone. Another year passed before we moved again.

The house not only felt weird but the attic and the garage felt like some else's property almost. I absolutely refuse to go into the attic. Instead of the feelings growing, I began to feel wary of the tv in my room and my mothers closet. After a huge fight in my house had happened, I snuck out of the house that night just to walk away a bit and look at the stars. When I was done I turned to return, when I saw a shadow man standing across the street. Running home, I was terrified. The feelings though, went away for a year. They have now been returning after I switched rooms with my mother. My things have moved or disappeared, the closet feels wrong, I think I see things in the shadows, and electronics have begun to act up.

Can someone please tell me what's happening? My mother says she use to feel things but she has never felt what I have. I'm worried what will happen especially when my friend that can see auras says that something is following me. Please help me.

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Boson (179 posts)
7 years ago (2016-03-23)
Hi Slayeralice,

Glad it helped what I wrote. Not sure exactly what else I can say. I really just wanted to mention that you don't have to live with any fear for unseen activities (I mean unseen for most people) in your house. These beings can permanently be removed just by the power of thought. Secondly, you can also help yourself if you feel that you cannot sleep peacefully at night because of ghostly activities around you. You just have to learn how to spiritually protect yourself, which is not that hard. You can always contact me from my Profile if you want all the details about that. Or just ask here if you prefer.

Slayeralice (1 stories) (2 posts)
7 years ago (2016-03-23)
Thank you it does make me feel better. Also thanks for explaining what you ment, I wasn't sure but this helps a lot. Is there anything else you could possibly tell me? You don't have to but I would highly appreciate it.
Boson (179 posts)
7 years ago (2016-03-22)
Hello Slayeralice,

You are free to believe anything you want. That's fine - you create your own life and your own future based on your own choices. There is spiritually nothing wrong or right in life - just different paths.

But you did post your story here because you feel there might be more than just your own imagination to explain what you have experienced. You don't have to believe in God for your own reasons. In my mind it would not be more difficult to believe in God that in ghosts. The Divine source that I mentioned about is what religion calls God. I didn't know what you believed in when I wrote my reply so I used many descriptions of the same. I also replied because I believe what you are experiencing can be permanently stopped which I was hoping would make you feel a little better.

Slayeralice (1 stories) (2 posts)
7 years ago (2016-03-21)
Boson, thank you so much for helping me, but I must admit I'm a little confused. You spoke of the power of Light and Love, then of 'God' or the source, but I honestly don't truly believe in God have never heard of the source and have no idea about this power you speak of. I'm sorry if this bothers you, but I was never taught much outside of school, especially on religion. Thank you for your time however.
Boson (179 posts)
7 years ago (2016-03-14)
Hello Slayeralice,

I just saw your post. I know it's been a few weeks since you posted that. First the bad news, which is that it certainly looks like you are are magnet to spirits. It's possible that spirits are more attracted to people who are more aware of there presents. Your psychic senses could have been elevated around the time when your great grandfather died. So the bad news for you is that it will most likely continue the same way in your life with spiritual visitations for you, unless you do something about it and here is where the good news comes in.

There is really nothing to fear about spiritual beings of any kind. In your case it sounds like ghosts in a traditional sense. The reason why you don't have to fear is because there is a universal law that simply states that the power of Light and Love is the strongest force in cosmos. And with a little practice anyone can use this divine power of Light (call it God or the Source or Intelligent Infinity etc) to ward or any type of ghostly beings. Whether a ghost is benevolent or malevolent doesn't matter - you are always in control. So that's a little about how you can protect yourself. You can also use the same divine power to cleanse a house or a human too for that matter.

I hope that helps a little.


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