Since my last post entitled Even Heaven Can Make A Mistake in June of 2015, I've been in and out of the hospital. I never bring up the voices in my body because they are not in my head; they are in my lower extremities. What doctor will believe that? I told one therapist about hearing voices and the next thing I knew I was on all this medicine that just created some horrible side effects. It took most of the year to wean, or as they say, titrate off of them.
The entities I carry with me are very talkative but have learned how to quiet themselves when I need them to. In February, earlier this year, I followed up on what I thought was a mere coincidence. The spirit of a man was showing up in my back yard through June Bugs. Ironically, his nickname was Walter "June Bug" Kennedy. He was the older brother to James Robert "Radio" Kennedy. They never mentioned the insect reference in the movie but each year these bugs seem to chase me and I'm deathly afraid of them. In the movie a schoolteacher and coach took Radio under his wing and is still good friends with him and his family. I was so moved by the presence of this spirit that the coach invited me to South Carolina to meet them and I went. They just so happen to live two hours from where I spent part of my childhood; truly a synchronicity.
There seems to be one male entity that is in charge and tries to soothe me as often as possible. That's really helpful but I'm still confused as to why me? It would be nice to hear from someone else having an entity related relationship going on similar to mine. He actually pushed me into writing this. This is really scary. Hopefully, I can get some comforting feedback.