I've written about my gifts, but I really need help controlling them. The energy from others is overwhelming! More and more is happening, I see and feel energy from all living breathing things.
A friend of mine wanted some of my plant that has grown unusually big, I told her no, it would have to wait until she, the plant, was ready. Well 3 days later I felt hurt, incredibly hurt, came home from work and half of my plant was gone. It hurt her is all I could feel and say. The residents front the home I work in all connect with me and see very happy when I'm around. The other staff despise me for it and I feel both the positive and negative feelings from residents and staff. My point here is this, I feel all feeling from everyone and everything that breaths, but it's become so much that I'm not sure how to process. I'm having meltdowns and feel emotionally unstable. This is not typical. One more thing, my son is beginning to see the orbs I see, he has dreams that come true, he feels other's energy, and has premonitions. I don't want for myself nor my son to lose these gifts, but to know how to channel it in the right directing so neither he nor I end up losing our minds. I know I'm close to being completely at one with the universe and I need for this to happen to better help my son. I've been committed a few times because people do not understand. I'll never let my son go through what I've gone through. These are real experiences, real gifts, we are not crazy. Again please help!?