I'm not sure what else to say other than I feel different than a lot of other people. I guess I AM just a tad bit odd. I have a bit of an unusual gift, well gifts, rather. I have multiple peculiarities, I'm not overly sure what to make of. I have been told I am an 'indigo adult'. So that may explain a bit. I also had some savant traits as a child, and still do.
As a younger child, I was very unusual in the way I thought, I was extremely smart, did everything very early, and learned much faster than other children my age. I was able too feel other peoples emotions and had a mild gift of sight. I was and am very attuned to nature. Most common sight was in my dreams, as I could tell when something bad was going to occur before it did.
Due to my differences, I ended up in an abuse situation, for many years, where my normal childhood wasn't 'normal' anymore. I experienced several head injuries, one of which was very severe. My gifts became extremely prominent as I grew older. My abilities are out there. I can see things with touch, I am semi-clairvoyant, able to feel magnetic fields and have 2 senses which have heightened... Smell and hearing. The sensory heightening may be that I don't see very well. I also perceive auras by feel.
My partner says it's due to the brain injuries that my gifts are so heightened... That my brain may have rerouted itself, when it got hurt, so that its paths of nerves were through a different part of the brain, than everyone else. I'll bet she's right, but I'm not sure. I have been to a neurologist, for my brain injuries, my eeg's came back 'unusual'. I've been asked repetitivly if I have seizures, I do not. They can't explain it.
I guess I should look at it as a blessing, and I do. It's also a curse.
My worst curse though, is my dreams. I have had these dreams since a child, never variant. They appear apocalyptic and I wake with a heck of a headache. I also pre-see the deaths of those I love. It has never failed. I have been frighteningly accurate with my sight. I've lost friends after readings, because I knew to much.
I also have advanced myself, with meditations, I have involuntary function control, like heart rate, blood pressure and body temp. I taught myself that, with biofeedback, which I have been doing for many years now. I also control my pain that way. I can astral travel also.
I guess why I'm sharing this, is so most of you, who feel different, because of your 'gifts', its not shameful, and to let you know your not alone.
Hope you enjoyed the read, Sincerely, Enigma.