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Am I On The Right Track To Be A Psychic Medium?

 

For a while now, I've thought that I was psychic. I am 15 years old, and have been having psychic experiences since I was a baby.

I have very vivid dreams, and I feel presences in certain rooms or houses. I want to know if I am psychic, and if I am doing the right things in expanding my senses.

When I was a little child, I used to tell my mother about my grandfather. Both my grandfathers were dead before I was born, and my parents had never taught me the name, 'Poppop'. I would describe to her the way he laughed, how he spoke, and where I saw him. My mother was getting concerned because it seemed like I would always tell her that, 'I saw Poppop in my bedroom'. Eventually things eased down when we moved out of the apartment and into our house, but every once in a while I would still talk about him.

A bit later in life I had basically forgotten about my grandfather. I never talked about him anymore for almost two years. My family decided that it was all just my young imagination, and now I was growing out of it.

When I was 4 years old, I was with my grandmother. I was spending the day at her house and she decided to take me up into this room with all of these pictures. There were pictures of everyone in my family. I recognized my cousins, but most of the others I didn't know. My grandmother was completely shocked when the first picture I picked out from the crowd was an old faded photograph of my grandfather.

She was frightened when I pointed straight at it and said, "That's Poppop..." I had never seen a picture of him before.

Years later my cat died of a kidney failure. It might not seem like a big deal, but she was a very important part of our family. When she passed, everyone in my family missed her.

I started seeing her when I was passing through different rooms of my house, mostly it would be the family room, the living room, and my bedroom. When I would see her, I saw her shape and her color for a short time before she disappeared as I was blinking, trying to register. My parents never believed that story either.

There was one time that I hadn't seen her in weeks, and I was starting to feel like she had finally left us. I was crying in bed, about to fall asleep, when a light weight seemed to fall onto the bed, almost as if it had jumped. Then I could hear and feel purring all around me. I feel asleep like that, and I haven't seen or heard her since then, excluding the few times my father could have sworn a cat jumped onto the back of the couch where he was sitting.

I was around 8 years old when I started taking an interest in the paranormal stuff. I was so drawn to the idea of ghosts and spirits that my parents, again, began to worry. It was definitely nothing to worry about, though.

A year later was when I started getting this strange sensation at the side of my face whenever I thought someone was near, or I thought there was something in the room.

Around 10 years old I started meditating. I wanted to be psychic, so much, and I wanted to hear or speak to spirits, I wanted to be close to them. I heard from a friend with a very spiritual family, that meditating expanded the senses and helped you 'see'.

I meditated every day for about a year before I started feeling really bad. Feeling like I wasn't psychic. I was so upset, because I wanted it more than anything in the world, and it seemed like it was the only thing I had ever wanted.

Around my 14th birthday I started to meditate again. There have been patches of on and off since then, but now I have vowed to start again and keep going.

Am I doing the right thing? Do you think I'm psychic? Are there any special tips for becoming a Medium?

Out of the many vivid dreams and nightmares, there are only two that really concern me. One was a recurring nightmare that I had three nights in a row and never since. The other was more recent. If you want to hear them, let me know.

I also get this feeling that there's a space between sleep and wakefulness. Am I right? Because when I fall into that space, I see images of faces I've never seen before.

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colten (2 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-05)
thefeeling in your face is it like 3 lines going down your leeft eye? Please get back to me soon
jstar14 (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-03)
swifty,
I know how you feel. I'm 14 years young; and I have lost most of my abilitys. I still have some, patches here and there. But nothing like when I was younger. I feel like I HAVE to get them back. I don't know why, I just do. Maybe meditating whould be a great idea.
Thank You.

Oh and I know what you mean by a place between when you're awake and when you're asleep. I call those places half asleep; when I'm half asleep I get nightmares. It's very odd. I think there is something about being in that state of mind, where more things are open. It's kind of like meditation, only that is more peacefull.
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-03)
swifty,
I really do not see you losing your ability now since you are somewhat older. However, you can lose it if you abuse it. It should only be used for good things. Many children, especially young children lose their abilities because they are thought by others to have something wrong with them and are medicated. There are some children who are taught that they are seeing things and told to stop and shut down. Me personally, I don't know how people shut it "all" out. Things have always happened in my life even when I didn't even think of progression. Every individual is different.
metamorphosis (2 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-03)
I agree that there is a " space between being awake and being asleep, beacause I also see images of people I have never met before! I have just recently met a girl and she has become a close friend all in a matter of a couple weeks because she is a lot like me with expriances of the paranormal. Have you ever met any of the faces? I think it can kind of be like day dreaming and then seeing image... Some may also be spirits.
Swifty (1 stories) (1 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-02)
Thank you for your input, everyone. I'll start practicing protection every day.

I definately don't want to lose this ability, but I've heard stories of people who have lost their senses as an adolescent but regained it in their adulthood. Do you know if this really can happen?
sams (2 stories) (10 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-02)
There are many people who can lose this ability but there is hope. I meditate every day I find Buddhist meditation is the best for me, it helps me get to a deep state before you try this you must take everyone's advice on the protection side of things. There are many evil spirits that would love to intrude on your space been a young and developing medium I strongly advise you do not attempt to let spirits close to you until the white ball of light is sealed. I study Buddhism but mystical2 is right the saint Michael protection prayer is very good. Here is the pray - Saint Michael, Archangel, defend us in battle.
Be our protection against the wickedness
And snares of the Devil.
May God rebuke him, we humbly pray;
And do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly Host,
By the power of God, thrust into hell Satan and all the other evil spirits who prowl about the world
Seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.
Good luck
mystical2 (16 stories) (483 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-02)
swifty,
Yes, mannaz1 is right. You need to learn protection as well. ONe you can do is imagine a ball of light over you head and then completely surround yourself in this white light until it is sealed completely at the bottom of your feet. Don't know your religion, but Saint Michael protection prayer is good to say each day. It can be found on the internet. I also carry with me a gem stone called black obsidian which helps keep things from attaching to me. Many other things that can be done for protection. It's very important.
mannaz1 (1 posts)
 
12 years ago (2008-07-02)
I would say you certainly have the potential to be a medium you need more training I feel and more importantly did you ever do any protection exercises before practicing your developments as this is very important. 😉

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