A few months ago, I started to question my abilities. I am writing this here today because other opinions will help me gain an ideea of what the things I am experiencing can mean.
Firstly, I want to state that I have seen some apparitions. Maybe anyone will have a "paranormal" experience at some point, but the weird thing about this apparitions is that they transmitted things to me. Some were frightening, some were... Calm. It was like they were telling me they are ok, they mean no harm, they are just passing by or checking on me and so on. This impressions I received made me think that maybe, I can communicate more with an apparition but up until now, I have been afraid to do so. Also, I often feel presences near me.
Another weird thing is related to my sleep habits. I have had sleep paralysis episodes for a few years now. Among them, there had been a few episodes which were completely outstanding. They were not like the regular SP episodes, where you can hear, see, sense things. I completely understand how SP works and, keeping this in mind, I want to state that these few odd experiences I've had implied the interraction of something unseen with me, while I was feeling pinned down or unable to move.
Moving on, I always knew things. I know what someone is going to say or what someone is thinking about. I sometimes know when my phone is going to ring and I often know who is calling me. Sometimes, I sense what people are feeling, especially when they feel bad. It's like I see something sorrounding them, I don't know how to properly describe it. Some people are simply affecting my mood without speaking about their feelings, without showing their emotions, without showing me they are distressed.
Another thing I want to share is one that affected me. I had some dreams that happened later in reality. Minor things.
A few years ago, I met a girl. She was radiant, always smiling. For some reasons, I couldn't stand her, though. Maybe I was jealous of her. From what I know, this intolerance was mutual.
A few months after I first met her, I saw her again. I was with a friend of mine, she was with her boyfriend. We met because this two guys were friends and we spent a few hours together. Even though we couldn't stand each other, when we met, we hugged without thinking twice. She saw me, I saw her, we walked rapidly towards each other and we hugged. I couln't explain that gesture then and I surely can't know. I am a reserved person, I barely hug people and I surely don't hug those I don't like.
A few months after our second meeting, I was taking a nap in the middle of the day. I dreamt that she was missing. I, accompanied by the two guys mentioned above, were desperately searching for her, but we couldn't find her. We searched for her everywhere. At the end of the dream, I sadly stated that she's dead. I woke up confused but I tend to shrug off my dreams. I often forget them anyway. The thing is that this dream stuck with me.
A few months later, while going home from work, I encountered a traffic jam. A car crash took place there and the traffic was blocked. I called my mother and jokingly told her that I would be late, I encountered another accident. They were quite the usual. I then regreted joking about that accident. I had the feeling that someone I knew has been part of it. Getting home, I found out from my Facebook app, that the girl I dreamt about died in that car accident. I even felt guilt for some time, a guilt I couldn't explain. She was only 16 or 17.
That happened a few years ago, but it still kind of haunts me. Do you think that the dream I had and her death are connected or do you think that this was merely a coincidence?