I was 25 when I got to India many years ago, I experienced after some time in the country, a light came inside me and enveloped my energies and spirit whole, from that time my sensitivity and perceptions of the world changed.
My taste for writing developed and I started writing, poems,
When I came back I was not the same as before, seeking something, writing again.
At some point my Aunt died and it was during October, I felt a presence over me in my bed passing from left to right and then waking me up with his feet.
I've seen an aura over my cousin head too with her son beside her,
And I have also experienced mirror effects with people who I was close of heart with them, like I was speaking to myself with this person in front of me, and light healing with them too,
I've experienced a light healing from my mother too.
During a trip to turquia in konya I have experienced the same type of presence over my bed, but more controlling presence,
I can tell if a person had parents problems easily if they are open just by sensing their negatives energies, I decipher people with ease.
I can read people mind from time to time
I'm very interested in seeking answers about these spiritual and psychic experiences I had, and to live this life to the fullest and get older so I can experience more of these, but I know I won't get all the answers from this lifetime, I always think of human experiences such as working for money so much boring compared to spiritual experience but I guess we must pass trough materials activities to deserve the spiritual ones.
I loved reading about the various experiences you've had. While there is necessary skills and tasks needed to function on earth, I don't agree that we must suffer to be able to access our own innate spiritual gifts.
While we live here, the earth is going through a transformation. The energies and environment is changing. As a direct result, what it takes to succeed on earth is also changing. At one time it was about sacrificing. The healer's job was to help humanity think of the other person. Now, it's about example. A healer's job is to heal themselves, so they not only live a wonderful life but teach others as well. To be able to say, "look and follow in my footsteps," or "I'm living proof that a better life is possible."
If you wish to develop your skills and understanding of life, people, and how the two weave together, then go for it. With so many different tools and philosophies to learn, look around and delve into whatever catches your eye. As time passes, you will have studied a variety of things and learned a variety of skills. As a natural bi-product not only will your abilities grow and strengthen, but you will begin to live a more spiritually based life in a way that works for you. You will never run out of things to learn, so start with what interests you now.