I'm not really sure where to begin with this but for a long time (years) I've been able to feel and see a constant, for want of a better word, "buzz" in the atmosphere around me. This "buzz" appears to me as a strange, flickery mass of "energy" with streaks rapidly passing through the air. If I look at other people while I'm looking at this buzz I can see their aura. Also if I focus, I can feel energy buzz everywhere. I can feel a lot of it within myself and a similar amount within other people. I can even tell roughly where people are in the area around me. Also, and this is one of the things which are confusing me most, I seem to be able to control this energy to a certain degree. Recently, I've been practicing this "skill" by trying to focus the energy into a small ball in between my hands. If I concentrate properly and after about 20 seconds I can actually see a ball start to take form, if I keep with this then I can even see hints of color within the ball. I have not taken it any further than this point. I understand that this doesn't sound like the usual thing and indeed I'm sure it sounds farfetched but that is why I am writing this as I honestly don't know if it's all in my head!
Lastly, and I realize that I'm risking people calling me a liar by mentioning this. I just moved into a new house and lately I keep seeing white blurs just outside the normal range of my eyesight and on one occasion this blur made contact with me. This blur looked around the size of a small dog and, quicker than I could react; it "ran" up to my hand and made contact with it. It felt like a sudden electrical shock. I've also seen what looked like a figure standing outside my bedroom door (which was slightly open) looking in at me. Recently I found out from the neighbours that an old lady who had lived there at some point in the last 15 years had died in our new house.
I don't know if this is real or if I'm simply imagining it. I would really appreciate any advice or comment on this matter!
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