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Just Wondering If I Am Psychic Or Crazy?


Weird things have been happening to me. Am I losing my mind? I see people, never the same one though, when I wake up from sleeping, a lot. I can close my eyes and re-open them and the figure will still be there usually, and they seem to be getting clearer. I have dreamed about things that hint towards events that end up happening. I dream about dead people I knew; once one of my friend, recently after his death who told me his life wasn't really over, but he just wasn't here anymore with me. I got stuck in an elevator by myself after it went up and down and the doors opened and closed with flashing lights and stopped between the 7th and 8th floors. I found out later that someone had died on the 8th floor when it was being built by falling down the elevator shaft. They then had to pry the doors open and pull me up to the 8th floor to get me out.

I saw someone when I woke up in my dorm room my freshman year of college. It was a female dressed as a man staring at me. I knew that I lived two doors down from where a girl had hung herself. But I found out later it was because her girlfriend dumped her (I do realize that you do not have to dress as a man to be a lesbian, but it could that explain the male clothing and the backwards cap on the female?)

I am terrified because two nights ago I saw an abnormally tall version of my mother in curlers who is not dead when I woke up from sleeping. The figures are always facing me and don't really have a face, but this time it was a side profile view of my mother and I could even see the freckles on her face. That same night I dreamed about my cat being ill and when I woke up the first thing my father told me was that my cat had been very ill all night long.

Things have happened all of my life, but it really started to pick up about four years ago. I completely blocked my mind from this, and it stopped for about a year, but has come back very strongly for some reason. I'm really embarrassed that I could be losing my mind. Please help me-I'm desperate. Could it be sleep apnea or a sleep disorder along with coincidences?

My current roommate told me I scared her two years ago, because I would blurt out things before they happened. Her phone rang and I looked at her and said, "It's your grandfather." It was a call from her mother saying that her grandfather had just passed away. I felt like the worst friend in the world, and I was really embarrassed for saying that, but I couldn't control it. Does anyone have any idea what is going on? Any suggestions on who I can talk to. I can happily accept that I am being paranoid without anything supernatural (or whatever it is called) going on, but after trying to shut this out for a year and now having no control over this, I desperately need some sleep and peace of mind. I am afraid to sleep.

One last thing. I was spending the night at the apartment of the guy I'm dating and I was dreaming that I was on the a rooftop being chased, and I woke up gasping because it was just a normal nightmare. He doesn't remember this, but he woke up and mumbled in his sleep and then something about being on top of a building. What is going on with me?

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nkbrow01 (2 stories) (4 posts)
15 years ago (2008-12-14)
Thank you so much for the advice! I really appreciate it. I am beginning to accept this is real and that I am not crazy. Last night, I was laying in my bed and I was almost asleep when my light turned on. It is a ceiling fan with a light that has a chain to turn it on and the fan was already on. I heard a click and the chain being pulled and it turned on. I oddly was not scared and this is the most concrete thing that I have experienced so far confirming that I am NOT crazy.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
15 years ago (2008-12-14)
nk, in case you are not able to re-dream that Tarot Card Reader, or cannot find her in the world around you, here is the next step to take (seeking out your Guides).

I did not realize that when I was 8 and had seen a circle of Angels in my yard and had been led over to them by one other Angel that they were all my Guides. Now I understand. I have since learned their names, characteristics, and which way they prefer to communicate with me. I have learned that one likes to use the tarot cards and the radio and movies. They always tell me that I do not need any tools for my psychic and medium gift and that the power is within me, but it certainly helps using tarot and scrabble when trying to communicate with my Guides.

To confirm that you have Guides (and that they are who they say they are) ask them for signs then be on the lookout for those signs. I asked for specific detailed signs which are not easily found anywhere and they shocked me everytime by sending me those exact signs, so make your requests a bit challenging (but not impossible) and they will comply. Do not be scared. Think of your Guides as friends, Angels, etc. Your job is to develop and use your gift and their job is to show you how. Just make certain you only use it for good purposes. Also make certain they are Guides, not bad entities, by only thinking your thoughts to them rather than speaking your requests outloud, and first pray for your top level Guides to come guide you, and verbally outloud banish all bad entities from around you telling them they are not welcome.

How to make contact with guides:

-First be relaxed and in a location where you feel most spiritual and protected.
-Next in your mind and outloud ask for all negative energies/entities to leave for they are not welcome. They need to be told this.
-Next pray innerly (not outloud). Ask to be protected from negative, bad, evil, or dark energies/entities/spirits.
-Once you feel at peace and protected, pray innerly to communicate with your Top Level Guides. Only those who guide you, care for you, protect you, and are of the white light.
-You will then hear some inner thoughts, which at first you might feel are only your own, but they will catch you off guard because you will know you yourself did not think that thought. Reply to it. Listen carefully. Ask it questions. Listen for answers.
-Now at this point you will wonder if you are crazy, and are imagining things, or making it up in your own mind. This is when you need to ask to be sent signs as an assurance that they do in fact exist. They do not mind doing this. They understand. Request a sign which is challenging and not so common so you will know for a fact that it is from them, but do not choose a sign that is impossible.
Be aware and watch for the signs.

Keep in mind that Guides do not always come forward until we know they exist, believe in them, and need them. Even then it might be against the rules for them to come forward. Others like to remain hidden and watch over us silently. I met one of my Guides only just this past year and only because I began noticing certain patterns, so I caught on that Guide was with me. I then began communication and that Guide and I and my other Guides had some issues because of this. Now that Guide has stepped back some and all is back to the way it was beforehand other than I can call on that guide when I wish. Remember that Guides are on another level. They can make mistakes, be not so experienced as other ones, and might bend the rules and get in trouble for it. So be careful when making contact and making demands. They do have to answer to the highest power aka God.

Ways to contact Guides:

-Rune Stones
-Asking for and reading signs

Guides or spirits?

It is very important to confirm that they are good entities which you are meant to help and not bad entities trying to attack or manipulate you. They can see you and hear your spoken word but not usually hear your thoughts so the first thing to do is to pray for your guides to protect you and advise you on what to do. As for the entities/spirits you must speak outloud to them to ensure that they hear you and tell them that you only welcome good spirits and ask all negative or bad energies/entities/spirits to leave. This is also important to do when using lettered cards, tarot cards, scrabble, etc to communicate with your top level Guides for advice and guidance. Always confirm you are speaking to them and not to entities/spirits until you are ready to do so.

❤Always happy to help❤
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
15 years ago (2008-12-13)

Now that you know of your ability, yes you now must learn how to use it and control it. You will use it to help people and spirits, such as those which have been coming to you, and you will learn to control it so that you are the one in control, not them. This is not to be mean to them but to keep yourself protected, safe, and at peace. You will be helping many and so it can become draining. You must learn how to create a protective shield and how to close the door when you are closed for business, so to speak. More on that later at your request.

First of all, you already found that psychic woman in your dream. Now you must seek her out for more information and elaboration. Either before you go to sleep pray and request that you visit her again in your dreams, or seek her out in the world around you. Ask your Guides to help you find her. They will send you signs (as my Guides do), or as you walk they will tell you which way to go to find her (this one works for me).

The native indian spirits often come to me also, and for the same reason. I grew up on old native ground.

Do you know how to contact your Guides? If not I can help you with that if you want.

nkbrow01 (2 stories) (4 posts)
16 years ago (2008-12-10)
Oracle101...any advice you can offer me would be great. I am still hesitant to believe this is anything other than my imagination, but if this is not imaginary or medical, I do not want to shut this out because even if I try to, I cannot not. I want to have some sort of control. I had a dream about a year and a half ago about visiting a tarot card reader who sent me a VERY specific warning about about something kind of private which I ignored and suffered some consequences which luckily weren't serious, but now I want to know more. She even used the cliche words BEWARE...haha. If this is real, I want to be able to be knowledgable about this and protect myself from any harm. I don't know anything about this, but I am wanting to find someone legit to talk to, who can give me some adivce and guidance. No one in my family has experienced this.

Also I live on a farm with Native American burial mounds and a log cabin from the 1800's right by my house with three people buried in the backyard. I'm not sure how relevant this information is, but I have an entire journal of things that have happened and places I have lived with deaths or people buried. Any answers I can get from the information I have is MUCH appreciated. I have no idea what to do, and know NO ONE who experiences this.
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
16 years ago (2008-12-10)
You are a Psychic Medium. With each life we live we reach the next level of spirituality and this is one ability which is granted to us as we reach a certain level.

For some of us it is also passed on genetically from one generation to another. (Although sometimes it can skip a generation). So you might want to hint about it to your parents or siblings, for they too might have it.

Do not fear it. You can use this "gift" or "ability" to help people (and spirits). Obviously some spirits have been trying to reach out to you for help.

If you do not want this gift yes there are ways to decrease it, just as there are ways to increase it (welcoming it and using it can increase it).

We are each assigned guide (s) who's job is to guide us through our life and watch over us. They usually make themself known and come forward only if we call on them. They can help you with helping those spirit hauntings. (Guides had lived a life previously and have now reached the level of being a guide but should not be confused with being a spirit or haunting.)

For more on guides read my other posts on this subject, or ask me.

lrkmedium101 (7 stories) (105 posts)
16 years ago (2008-12-10)
you're not crazy your quite gifted acually, I too am a medium, empathic twords spirits, and can see little snipets of the future in dreams. Empathic in case your wondering, is when you can feel the emotions of someone or something.
Best of luck
❤ Leah

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