Weird things have been happening to me. Am I losing my mind? I see people, never the same one though, when I wake up from sleeping, a lot. I can close my eyes and re-open them and the figure will still be there usually, and they seem to be getting clearer. I have dreamed about things that hint towards events that end up happening. I dream about dead people I knew; once one of my friend, recently after his death who told me his life wasn't really over, but he just wasn't here anymore with me. I got stuck in an elevator by myself after it went up and down and the doors opened and closed with flashing lights and stopped between the 7th and 8th floors. I found out later that someone had died on the 8th floor when it was being built by falling down the elevator shaft. They then had to pry the doors open and pull me up to the 8th floor to get me out.
I saw someone when I woke up in my dorm room my freshman year of college. It was a female dressed as a man staring at me. I knew that I lived two doors down from where a girl had hung herself. But I found out later it was because her girlfriend dumped her (I do realize that you do not have to dress as a man to be a lesbian, but it could that explain the male clothing and the backwards cap on the female?)
I am terrified because two nights ago I saw an abnormally tall version of my mother in curlers who is not dead when I woke up from sleeping. The figures are always facing me and don't really have a face, but this time it was a side profile view of my mother and I could even see the freckles on her face. That same night I dreamed about my cat being ill and when I woke up the first thing my father told me was that my cat had been very ill all night long.
Things have happened all of my life, but it really started to pick up about four years ago. I completely blocked my mind from this, and it stopped for about a year, but has come back very strongly for some reason. I'm really embarrassed that I could be losing my mind. Please help me-I'm desperate. Could it be sleep apnea or a sleep disorder along with coincidences?
My current roommate told me I scared her two years ago, because I would blurt out things before they happened. Her phone rang and I looked at her and said, "It's your grandfather." It was a call from her mother saying that her grandfather had just passed away. I felt like the worst friend in the world, and I was really embarrassed for saying that, but I couldn't control it. Does anyone have any idea what is going on? Any suggestions on who I can talk to. I can happily accept that I am being paranoid without anything supernatural (or whatever it is called) going on, but after trying to shut this out for a year and now having no control over this, I desperately need some sleep and peace of mind. I am afraid to sleep.
One last thing. I was spending the night at the apartment of the guy I'm dating and I was dreaming that I was on the a rooftop being chased, and I woke up gasping because it was just a normal nightmare. He doesn't remember this, but he woke up and mumbled in his sleep and then something about being on top of a building. What is going on with me?