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First Meeting With The Unknow Black Spirit

 

I know people here are used to that kind of story, to the point nothing is surprising anymore, but I don't know what to think anymore.

I don't know what is dream and reality anymore. And I don't know if what is happening to me is a gift or simply a curse.

I'll start at the beginning.

When I was something like 10 or 11, we moved in a new house. The first time I saw the house, I didn't like it. There was something about it that just scared me, really scared me. My mother gave me the room that was at the end of the house; the one connecting to our garden. I didn't have any problems with the door that was going to the garden, not at all. What was scaring me was the room.

I always was a really clumsy person, always falling and having accidents. I fell from a roof, I went into a coma, I got beat up, I had car accident and I have a fragile heart. You can say that I have very bad luck.

I couldn't sleep in that room, not without the lights off, for some reason, I never was scared of the dark before that. I had a lamp, I think it was green, or red, which was always on next to my bed. That night, I couldn't sleep, like always, but this time I was feeling very anxious for some reason. My bed was in the corner of my room and I had a direct view of the door, which was always open. I couldn't sleep at all, I could even close my eyes, if I tried, it didn't last more then 5 seconds, I was just too scared. I was feeling like someone was watching me and every of my movement, waiting for me to let my guard down, ready to attack.

I don't know when or how it happened but at a moment I felt a pain in my heart and I looked at the door, something was there. I don't know if it was someone, or something, but it was there, I know that. It was watching me, peeping in my room, a hand on my wall. I couldn't see the details as it was too dark for that, but I knew just by looking that it wasn't human. The fingers were long, very long and looked sharp. I couldn't take my eyes off of it. It was watching me and I was also watching it. Then, I told myself that it was just impossible, that I was dream, I HAD to be dreaming. So I got up, gathering all my courage, and I walked to the door. I lifted my hand to touch it and I was something like a meter away from it, and I tried to touch it. Then, it jumped on me, and I blacked out. The last thing I remember is being held on the floor, the thing's face really close to mine, strangling me. I woke up in the morning on the floor with nails mark on my arm. I tried to tell my mother about it or my brother but they all though I was only dreaming. I couldn't show them the mark.

After that day, I started feeling, hearing and seeing things.

Basically, I learned that I am a high level empath. I sense people's moods and feelings, as places, animals and objects. I can connect with people who died, I don't know how, I just do. I can't sleep normal anymore. I had insomnia the first years but then I got used to sleeping only 3 or 4 hours without pills. I basically always have nightmares. I dream about a lot of things, but it's always nightmares.

I don't know what happened that night or why. I just know that my life changed after that night. I never got into accidents after that, or actually got sick. But I know I turned a cold and started to hate being around people, realizing I knew what they were truly feeling and sometimes thinking. I know that I suppress people's painful feelings just by being there, actually, I absorb them. I dream about them after.

If anyone as a story like mine, please help me. I don't know what I can do. It's hard to live with constantly feelings people's pain.

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Ally82 (2 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-03-01)
While living in one particular house I was afraid to go asleep, I'd hear a voice coming from the ducted air conditioning saying "I'm in the air vent". I would have nightmares about thigs I couldn't see but could hear and sense, then while in the process of waking up I would feel a buzzing sensation which was specificaly strongest in my head accompanied by a strong, bass guitar sound is the best way I can describe it. This has only returned twice after my teenage years, only day 2 and 3 after I had my first baby. I also sense peoples emotions very strongly, and I don't mind this as I feel positive emotions as well as negative, I enjoy helping people to talk their way throught their problems and helping them find the underlying causes rather than just listening to what they have to say.

When I was about 17 I was home alone, reading a book in my favorite chair when out of the corner of my eye I saw some movement, I looked over toward the doorway and I saw a black figure peering around the corner. As quickly as I saw this black spirit it quickly turned and dissapeared behind the doorway. My heart at that point was pounding because I thought someone had come into the house uninvited so I picked up a fire poker, went towards where I saw the figure and began searching every room. I thought it was odd I had heard no sound whatsoever when it turned and ran away and that was strange as we had the creakiest floor boards and we also had very squeeky doors. When I got to the back room I realised the back door was closed, there were no windows open and I had searched every nook and cranny. It was definately not a person, it was too quick and it was too quiet.
Banist (2 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-01-30)
I have found that for me helping other people with their problems or at least just getting them to talk to you about them and just listening to them and also meditating makes it easier for me to see, hear, and understand what's going on. I haven't found complete peace with it but it helps.

I have also seen the black spirit, or something similar. I got to ask, have you seen it since? I don't know when the first time I saw it was but I have started to see it more these last few years. To me it seems as if it's trying to help me connect or something, it doesn't seem like it's a bad spirit but helpful. I have never really gotten sick or hurt either for as far back as I can remember seeing it. Actually, the whole reason I'm on here is because I had a similar experience last night, except mine wasn't violent, more of I woke up and looked right at it and I started talking, I don't know what I said though.
academylin (14 stories) (303 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-01-16)
By discovering and working with your chakras you can fend off the energies others put out, if that is your desire. You can also attune them to be highly recepetive exactly when you wish them to be (your chakras that is) you are young I think so have plenty of time to develop and learn this art, in the meantime begin to learn about your main chakras, and close them down (except the heart one so you can continually give and recieve unconditional love) until you have learned to manipulate them yourself.
Peace
Lin x
Edmund (578 posts)
 
11 years ago (2009-01-14)
Anisola... Interesting story and at first I wanted to just blurt out lots of stuff... Then in my minds eye I see a caution light... Do you remember anything from the coma I feel its very important to your story.
AnneV (4 stories) (1041 posts) mod
 
11 years ago (2009-01-13)
People with thin veils between this world and the next experience the same symptoms as you (insomnia, nightmares, sensitivity to other people's emotions, etc.).

So you know where you're at and where you've been, but possibly need help knowing where you're going. Question is, what are your goals? You can either pursue an interesting paranormal path or you can pursue a spiritual path that will also lead to more paranormal experiences. At least with the spiritual path you'll slowly raise your vibrations which in turn will start reducing all these accidents, mishaps and negative visitations. You'll also stop hating to be around people and begin to feel a deeper level of compassion versus an emotional and unhappy burden.

The thing with pursuing a paranormal path is that if you don't understand vibrations, frequencies, entities and what not, you're in for a whole lot more of what you're experiencing now and if you don't mind me saying, you don't sound happy in the least. This could lead to excessive drug or alcohol abuse in an attempt to staunch the flow of negative experiences (conscious ones anyway).

Spiritual paths are always learned by life itself, albeit slowly. You can jump start this (if you're interested) by reading the works of people who have gone through their own travels on similar paths. I personally love Byron Katie, Paul Ferrini and Eckhart Tolle. Each has a unique way of looking at life and how they themselves found inner peace.

I hope this helps and wish you well on your journey.
Anne

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