Since I was little, I've been artistic, creative and a constant dreamer. Sometimes those dreams become reality. I've even kept a dream diary and began analyzing them to discover their meanings/warnings. Someone once told me that they thought me to be an empath. I always knew I was a sensitive being, but never understood why. Now I am looking into it as it is getting stronger and stronger. I can't even watch movies or commercials or whatever without deep feelings.
Very recently my boyfriend was in the hospital and didn't tell me. That very morning I woke up in horrible mood and feeling sick. The whole day I felt sick and moody and had to fight back tears. I couldn't sleep that night, I was hot and cold and just didn't feel well at all. I didn't want to get up the next morning but as the day crept on, I started to feel slightly better. He called me this same day and said he had gone to the hospital and ended up spending the night there with blood pressure issues. I was speechless.
I also remember a time when a co-worker lost a son. People came to the office to tell her. I was so overwhelmed with grief that I could not stop crying. People in the office I know thought I was being fake, but I was not. I just could not get that feeling to go away. It was like I had just gotten the news about my own son.
People wonder why I often withdraw from crowds. It's because I just can't handle being in large crowds of people. It makes me crazy.
I can walk into a room or just be around someone and feel what mood they are in and adjust my mood accordingly. It's weird. It is also very draining at times because I know I have no reason to feel sad or depressed, but I somehow can't bring myself out of it. I start to get worse and actually think about depressing aspects of my own life, making the matter worse yet!
I've always believed in/studied magic, spells, mythical creatures, people with gifts, etc. I saw things no one else could as a child. It's real, no matter who says differently. I think I have passed this on to my daughter as well. The signs are there.