I'm 14 and I kind of feel what other people around me are feeling, but not just with strong emotions but any emotion. It's a weird thing. It's like I'm two people and one is always feeling different than I am. Like I was playing video games with a guy friend who liked me and he got killed in a really stupid easy way and suddenly I felt a vibe of embarrassment. Only, images popped into my head of times I've felt that way and I remembered feeling that way. I asked him what was wrong because he had a funny look on his face and he said that he was really embarrassed by the kill.
I can pretty much control it except sometimes creepy things happen. Like some nights I'll be sleeping and In my dream I'll see a body in a part of my room and it's always the same one. And during the day, I'll be in my room and I'll keep hearing noises and voices that I shouldn't hear. Like a window breaking or a door slam and I'm alone in the house. I thought maybe I'm just scared from my dream but it seems so real.
I always get a bad feeling in some parts of the house and especially in my room, usually around the middle of like the moon being half full/half empty. I asked my mom if she ever felt that way and she said she felt that in the basement of our church. Like everything was wrong. I felt the same way there but I have a huge fear of ghosts and zombies so I thought I was just being immature. But my brother and my boyfriend feel the same way there so I know it's not just me and my mom.
I don't know what to do! I'm so scared of sleeping in my room and I almost live in the same pear of clothes because I'm scared to be in my room!
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