Since I was three I have been seeing things. I would see figures in cloaks or shadows moving. I've always felt like I'm being watched. Then the visions started. I began to see murders and the lives of others. I would hear names, feel the presence of others, have thoughts that weren't mine, and see things or people that were never there. I tried to ignore it but never accomplished it. Then I found that a friend of mine had the same thing. We became best friends and began to look for answers. Then I noticed that if I was in a room with a lot of people I would be overwhelmed with feelings. We eventually told one of our friends who believed us and began to do research.
My best friend slowly stopped having visions while I was filled with migraines everyday. I tried to get them together to talk about it but they wanted to be with their friends. I began to research on my own and found this website. I have no clue to what's going on and my mom says I'm turning into a rebel. She is threatens to send me to a psychiatrist or to a mental hospital. I keep trying to tell her but I don't. The friend we told keeps asking questions on my powers but the truth is, I don't even know what it is that I can do. I've been trying to get answers and no website but this one has helped. I have many visions per day and I've noticed that the presence of being watched is growing.
Can someone please help me? I need to know what is going on. Sometimes I think if I'm even normal. I keep seeing visions of murders and feeling things. Once I got mad at my mom and I heard her cuss. I asked what she had said and she told me she hadn't said anything. In some occasions I have thoughts that aren't mine and feelings that aren't mine can someone please help me? I just need to know what is happening to me.
It might not be wise to tell your mom everything =/ my mom would flip if I said half the things I've experienced between knowing, dreams, and seeing. Shes pretty closed off to the whole possibility so she called me crazy until I gave up trying to prove it. I don't need to, I know its real. Neither do you. As sad as it is, she might not want to know, so it might be best to keep things to yourself that way =/ I know how hard it is, but you have everyone on here if you need help.
I wish I could help you with your dreams, that's something I haven't expereicned myself =/ definitely check outsome meditation books [for beginners, there's harder stuff out there that most haven't mastered] at a library or book store. One I have that is an older copy is "meditation in a new york minute."
And you're not alone with seeing things, we all have that deep down, you're just more developed and its for a reason. You'll be able to help a lot of people with your gifts if you learn to control them and not let them control you.
If you want more info email me and I'll try to help as best I can. Even if you need to just talk, believe me I know the feeling =/ my email should be on my page and my post. Seeing Energy, White Aura, and White orb-clusters.