I will start off by saying I am a guy and it took me until I was 18 years old (today) to finally consider it "psychic". I knew I wasn't exactly 'normal' but I can't help but see all these simple things point to this glaring discovery.
For the longest time all these things have happened in passing, on and off, until, eventually, it began to creep me out! I have had random dreams some pertaining to me and others dealing with other people. It is funny because some of the dreams I cannot remember until the actual deja vu experience is beginning to unfold and then I can usually immediately predict the ending. Most have not been life-threatening but my strongest supportive experience was one day when I was in school. This was the ONLY time I remembered the whole dream before it happened for real and I speculate it was because it was so urgent...
I was at my high school (sophomore year I think) and as soon as I walked in I got a chill (our school air is poorly circulated btw) and I got a bad feeling that my dream was going to turn to reality. I immediately told my best guy friend and took him off to the side and stressed to him how serious I was to be on guard for anything unusual after lunch. At first he didn't believe me and then by lunch was nervous but skeptical, He told me to prove it and I said OK. I told him the next person to come out of the lunch line would trip over his foot and dump HIS tray... The next person was a guy AND he did!
Needless to say, we both had Goosebumps because I never had the guts to actually 'call it' before. I explained to him that I have had weird feelings in the past but today was unique as I knew almost everything that was about to happen. (I know stupid right? But so far this is the only time this has happened) I told him ON THE DOT what time something silent would creep into the school what IT was the only thing I couldn't predict that day. I was afraid to alert anybody because I was not sure if changing anything on the time line would create a negative or positive outcome so I just let the day lead me so to speak. Turns out the "silent thing" was a natural gas leak and the school was evacuated that day.
Ever since then although my friend and I are both skeptical we are convinced that there are things we are capable of yet are unaware of how and why.
Other things that happen way more frequently for me are what some people are calling "empath" on here and the so-called reading people.
I can sense feeling in the room whether people are expressionless or not, it affects me deeply and sometimes (well a lot of the time) I retreat to a solitary place. On a good day I can 'channel' (I guess) those emotions and turn them into a kind of energy I can use for strength or comfort. I don't know really this sounds stupid
The no. 1 thing that has me convinced I may have something is this and please tell me your thoughts: I can sense when people are looking/staring at me when I'm not looking even if I'm focused on an activity or in a busy crowd I can pick that one person. I sometimes like this ability but other times it scares me. I almost always quickly turn my glance in their direction and look at them as if "ha I caught you!" (menacingly or not depends on the person) and I usually get the "wow! How did they see me?" embarrassed look. It bothers me because I don't even try to do this it just happens ALL THE TIME! And people become uneasy because for the moment I turn around it's as if we are peering at each others soul's or something.
Honestly, I have no idea what to think of what I just wrote. I'm not sure if it's even worth anyone's time, but I would greatly appreciate ANY feedback, suggestions, comments.
If this information helps here goes: I'm athletic (distance running's my thing) I have seasonal allergies but enjoy being outdoors, I am perfectly healthy, and I have a 4.0 which probably tells you nothing, also I feel very alone despite me being or attempting to be social. This is my first post and hopefully more to come maybe...
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I once had a dream that there was a monster in the school and it was only intersted in me, and no one else cared. The next day I had an allergy attack so severe (peanuts. I have trouble breathing from even the smell) that I had to go to the office and ask for medication. It was caused because the home ec teacher was baking nice, gooey peanut butter cookies for the class and threatening me with detention if I left. I chose detention. And then the office made me wait while they called my mom to confirm that I really did need medication, so I sat there and coughed until I couldn't speak and it hurt to breath.
Sorry I got a little long winded with my story, I'm just thrilled that I'm not alone because usually I don't remember until the last minute, too.
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