I'm 28 years old and have recently started to have random moments of clarity about things that have happened without anyone telling me.
The first time it happened I was on maternity leave and I had a sudden thought "Skippy Wert is dead." I am a veterinarian & Skippy is a patient of mine that I have no specific connection with other than this. I went to work the next week to show my coworkers my baby & asked about Skippy. They said he was euthanized last week.
A couple weeks ago I was gardening and again had a sudden thought. "Jimmy is getting divorced." Jimmy is a friend of my Dad's & has a traumatic brain injury. I went to his wedding last year. The next day my Mom told me that Jimmy was separated.
I really want to focus this ability as right now it is so random... I don't even know if this is clairsentience - that's just what I looked up online. I am very pragmatic so it is very hard for me to accept this.
I have always been a seeker of the truth so I wonder if this has anything to do with it. I recently started going back to church but have always been skeptical of religion. As a doctor (well a vet) I love critical thinking & evidence based knowledge. I have started praying to the Holy Spirit to help my Mom with her suicidal behavior. I feel this may be opening some kind of channel. Although I go to church I only seek the truth & I pray for that. I hope that is not taboo.
My first step is going to be more meditation & being true to myself, trying to be a good person etc. Does anyone have any advise for a beginner? Hope that good work can be done through me & fear a pathway will be opened for deceitful demons. How do I keep the pathway for truth open but deceit closed?
I respect the supernatural & don't want to invite bad spirits.
Thanks for listening.