During October I feel my strongest, energy wise. This is usually the time where I make accurate predictions and have an easier time understanding things. I don't know why but I am able to answer many of my own spiritual questions even if I have no knowledge about then. I feel like I should be taking this time to devolve my *as many people call them* gifts.
I have already mastered my empathy and reading people's personalities and intensions. I am currently working on telekinesis and spiritual contact. My progress isn't going so great. Slim to little progress.
I would be working on predictions but when I get them they appear strange, scary and more intense then they actually are. It also stresses me out because I know I can't stop what's going to happen even if I know in advance. Another weird thing is that sometimes I know what's going to happen to my self before *for example stepping in gum* but I can't say it aloud or avoid it. I don't choose to do it or have any desire to stop it.
I feel like there is something big I'm suppose to be doing right *spiritually* now but I can't figure it out. It's almost like a calling and I get jittery and anxious when I think about it. I feel ready to get up and go.
Is there something special about October? What am I experiencing? Any advice about telekinesis or spirit contact? Why can't I
Avoid or say what I know is going to happen? Do I really have to do something and how do I find out what I'm suppose to do?