This has been happening more and more frequently. Psychic experiences that is. It all dates back to when my grandfather died, I think that is what "started" it. The night of my grandfather's death, I had a dream of blackness and blood, and I knew that it was death. I woke up sweating and with the urge to scream. I ran to my mother's bedroom, but she wasn't there. I found her in the kitchen sobbing. My mom's husband holding her. They had just gotten the call that my grandfather had died.
Ever since that day, a couple of years ago, I have felt things. When I was younger I could remember every dream, (most I still remember to this day), but I didn't sense too much. Now as I have grown older, I have begun to sense and feel things. Just a few months ago, I started to realize that I could predict things. Like events, or if I was watching a TV show, I could predict the winner. I knew it by looking at their faces.
Just this last weekend, while I was on the phone with my friend, I could "read" her. I could see exactly what she was saying inside her head. I explained it to her, and I knew her reaction before she said it. She believed me, but she couldn't understand. So, to test that I wasn't crazy, I tried to "read" other people. I talked to other people at school, and flickers of words and pictures came into my mind that I knew weren't my thoughts. It's weird. I must sound insane. But I have come up with a name for what I think I am, I call it a momentary telepath. I can only see what they are thinking at that exact moment, not about their past or future.
Also during this last fateful weekend, I realized with that same exact friend, that I can "push" my emotions (the strongest one is anger) onto other people. She was willing to help me, so I tested it on her. I could make her feel so angry she wanted to hit someone, then I could calm her down. I never told her what emotions I was sending her, I just asked her to keep her mind open.
I also can put people into hallucinations, if their mind is open enough. Again with this friend, I tested it, and could put her into a dream like state. She told me when she came back from that state, that she could feel my presence that I was in her memories. I never spoke during these tests, I only really really focused on what I wanted her to picture and feel.
I also have a feeling that this friend has a bit of abilities of her own. I am not sure though. These weird experiences these past few days have shaken me. It's like supernatural puberty, they are all coming to me at once. I talked to my mom about it, to find out that these "abilities" I have acquired have came from her and my father. My father can predict things, and my mother has dreams about the future, "push" her emotions onto people, and "read" people.
But whenever I try to talk to her about it, I feel she feels ignorant. She does not want to discuss it, and always finds something else she has to do or is busy at the moment I try to talk about it. I have always felt that I have something, but I was never sure of what until now. But I am still unsure. I don't have anyone I can connect with (or who is willingly wanting to discuss it), so I would really like for someone to help me out. How can I get better? (Is there a way to make it stronger?) Any sort of advice would be appreciated.