I have been informed that I do have gifts and they are growing stronger. I've noticed within the past six months that I've become very sensitive and aware of my surroundings. I'm not sure why or how this is happening, but I'm hoping someone can help me understand what's going on.
I would like to speak about clairsentience, and when it happens it seems to be very potent.
My first memorable experience happened this past summer, 8/20/2009. I was having a voice lesson (I'm a classically trained singer) when all of a sudden I began to feel deep chest pain. It kept happening throughout my lesson and was very distracting because it was painful, and it was interfering with my breathing support. I went home, relaxed, and I felt a little better.
By the end of the evening, I was feeling extremely emotional as if I was going to die. I felt immense sadness, I was crying a lot, and I felt incredibly depressed. I had no explanation as to why I felt that way, but I had it in my mind that I needed to tell my family that I was going to pass away.
I didn't tell them, instead I waited it out a few days to see what would happen. Soon enough the heaviness of all those emotions that I experienced just went away, and I felt like myself again.
About a month later, I received an e-mail from the assistant of a choir that I used to sing in. The e-mail was informing myself and other previous choir members that our conductor had passed away 8/19/2009 from heart failure. I was shocked because the last time I had heard anything about our conductor was in March 2009, and all I knew was he had to stop choir rehearsals due to his health conditions. However, we were never informed about how serious his condition was, or could potentially be.
Since August, I've had two other experiences where I've felt all of these similar emotions and I've thought that I was going to die. Only to find out it was someone I knew, or someone that one of my friends knew who passed away.
These feelings keep getting stronger, and the thing that I'm concerned about is how I can learn to shield myself from such emotions? Any help on this would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for reading!:)