Ever since I was a child, I have always had the ability Clairsentience which is the ability to feel strongly and sense the emotions and feelings of people, animals, spirits, and places around them. Lately this feeling has become more and more powerful, in a general sense I am an empath at the core. As a child I always felt like the black sheep of my family, and I always felt that my mother was the only one who truly understood me, even if she didn't exactly understand my abilities herself. I always felt like I knew more about things I shouldn't have known. It was like I have lived many lives before coming into this one.
She has always looked after me and she is very religious and prays for me everyday. She said that it was because of me that she become religious devout to god, she would always remind me that when I was in the womb that she prayed every day for me. According to her, I was not the ordinary child. I was born premature and as a child spend most of my days in hospitals because I had awful asthma. Before I was born, my mother states that a strong feeling overcame to her and a voice told her to head to the hospital. When she got to the hospital, the nurses were very adamant that there was nothing to worry about. But my mom is very stubborn and she demanded that she be sent to the ER. It turns out that the umbilical cord was wrapped around my neck and had to be removed at once. After that they were further complications in my birth. My small tiny body was struggling to live and breath. While the doctors were trying to figure out what was wrong, my mom prayed and prayed and asked God why was her baby going through so much pain. She said that after she said that, she felt a warm feeling in her heart and felt a hand touch her shoulder. She said no one was near her when this happen. But she was adamant that it was an angel. She also said that there were nurses who would accompany and watch over me and my mother. But according to her no one in the hospital recognized or saw these nurses. I've had a lot of interesting occurrences and feelings felt in my life so far. I am forever grateful for the light that watches over me.
My parents always considered me there favorite, for whatever reason. I am the youngest out of all my siblings. I was always treated differently. I feel like my parents have felt or seen a lot of interesting occurrences when I was younger or felt like a stronger higher presence was always there. Growing up was not easy. I was usually always sick as a child and missed a lot of school. I was good at making friends and meeting new people. I was never the one to be shy. However, as I grew older. The more the ability began to get stronger and stronger. People started to come to me with there problems and I had simple answers for them. I began talking to a friend of mine who had the ability to see the future. It was nice to have someone to talk to about the things other people can't see or feel. He helped me find my self and my soul. We talked about past life regression and the purpose that I held.
When I help other people with there situations, The answers come from a different place. It's hard to explain. It's like my higher self in some way. The more I grow in this life, the more I realize the power I hold. I love people, and I love helping other people. I love teaching others and making them feel secure in their lives. That brings me greater joy in this life, then anything else.
This ability has also helped my music career. I am a freelancing flutist in Boston and have played numerous musical theater, and professional recording sessions for films, televisions and commercials. The ability to feel emotion has helped me perform at a higher level and share and allow my audience to feel the emotion in my instrument and in the music.