It has been a week now since I saw a medium and she explained that I am very sensitive and psychic, in my previous story I mentioned before that I've always known I could feel spirits around me, I guess it just scared me so much when I was younger that I would try to ignore it but now that I'm older and aware of my abilities, I'm going to try my best to embrace it, although I'm not going to lie, I'm a little bit nervous!
Anyway, thanks to the lovely people on this website, I have discovered that it is very likely that I am an Empath and I have Clairsnetience abilties, the signs are uncanny!
Majority of the time I feel spirits around me, not just around me but quite close to me, sort of like lingering around my personal 'bubble' I call it! I don't necessarily get scared by the feeling of the spirits, as 2 of the spirits are my grandparents! But I am sure that there are other spirits but due to not having developed my abilities yet, I'm not sure if these spirits are male/female etc.
I'm going to try my best to explain my current situation and hope that anybody can give me some insight of what is going on as I'm not sure what I'm experiencing is actually part of my abilities or just me being silly, but I'm quite sure that what is happening is actually real due to the overwhelming gut instincts I experience.
So, whenever I'm pottering around the house, or even just chilling on the sofa watching tele, I always expect to see something out of the corner of my eye, that sounds silly I know but what I mean is that I can feel the spirit and (forgive me if I'm wrong, its just a guess!) I think the spirit (s) want to show themselves, like for some reason in my head I just think that that is what they want to do, I get an increcibly strong gut feeling about this aswell, I feel like I just know that's what the spirit (s) want to do but are unable to or maybe it's just because I am unable to see them and maybe I need to try to communicate with them and explain that I am unable to see them, only feel them.
I have never seen a spirit and to be honest I don't think I have that type of ability but is it possible for a spirit to give off that feeling, that WANT to be seen? To be able to tell me this by giving off such a strong energy that I couldn't ignore if I wanted to?!
Is this why this is all I can think about when I feel a spirit near?
It may not be relevant but I'm just going to add that my mum and her partner split up a couple of days ago and I had this gut feeling that my mum's, now ex partner, was going to try and cause trouble for us, I had a feeling that he was going to come back to the house pretending to be the nice guy but would end up causing trouble instead. I mentioned this to my mum and she said 'we'll see' (she knows that I have abilities and totally supports me 100%.) Anyway, what I felt, HAPPENED. He did infact come into the house and started causing problems.
I'm wondering/hoping that what I am experiencing is part of my abiltiies and it's not just me being silly. I don't think about these sorta things, it just pops into my head and when it does that's when I get the gut feeling-so it's not like I'm overthinking things, if that makes sense?
I'm hoping somebody can explain this to me as I don't have that much experience but I am looking into developing my abilities further.