I have had a number of experiences that I need now need to talk about. It started off two years ago when we had an extension built on our house - I had a games room put in which has a bar, TV poker table etc - your normal 'blokey' kind of room. One night I stayed up drinking after everyone had gone to bed - it is at this point I had better point out that I am a Company Director and have been for over 6 years and have never had any mental breakdowns or problems before. So I stayed up during all night, drinking. I need to point out as well which is critical this happens only when I have been drinking (visually) however I can 'sense' it when stone cold sober or in bed still. I will keep this simple as this is my first entry.
I sit in my room and can see dark shadows of people initially out of the corner of my eye but now I can see more clearly. It started with one or two but as recent as last weekend I had up to five present. I can communicate but only through thought they never talk back I can just sense there story and what has happened to them. In my experience to date they are previous 'live' beings - but are not ghosts. Just a shadow. Am I going insane? They do not scare me? I have tried to talk to people about this but due to the 'alcohol' the story seems like hallucinations. I can only really 'connect' when relaxed and sat drinking but once I do connect I stay up all night.
They usually disperse at first light and underneath my poker table but recently have been using a small window as well. It now seems more and more appear when I connect. Some other weirder stuff has happened but this I'm sure is difficult enough to explain. I am thinking of going to see a doctor or something as it is so vivid and clear and I am an intelligent rational guy that this doesn't make sense. I have managed once and only once to get interaction with one, I sat throwing single playing cards vertically in front of me and one flew across the room whilst up in the air across to the wall (about 10') my problem is I am starting to question myself and if I am some what beginning to go insane or crazy. Would love to hear any thoughts even if it is to confirm I am mad as a hatter. The connection seems to be down to me and the clearest points I can add is they appear initially out of the corner of my eye, they are pure black silhouettes. I have to get the dog out of the room and all the lights must be off else I cannot connect or see them - Its so vivid it questions reality. I am sorry if I have made little sense but this is the first ever time I have really spilled my heart out about this.