Yes, I am again writing to find even more answers to the unlimited amount of questions flying through my mind at any given moment. It's a wonder how I have not lost my mind. I have written four other stories and I truly thank those of you who have commented on them. You have helped me greatly, and I hope, in the future, I can help people the way you have helped me.
I am starting to become overwhelmed. The other day I was in Nashville watching a performance and I had to leave the room because the people were making me a nervous wreck. I had been at the same thing last year and was fine by the number of people, but I couldn't take it. This happens all the time now. It has gotten to the point where I barely ever go hang out with friends because I don't like being around all the people. I went to a movie the other day and when I walked into the movie theater, the first thing that came to my mind was "there are to many people here". Is this normal? And will I ever get used to it?
Another question I have is this: I will be sitting down and all the sudden feel like I'm leaving my body. It happens at random, and I can't control it. I can just stop it. I think it is part of astral projecting, but when I try to astral project I can't leave my body. I feel like I'm shaking and then it just stops. How can I master astral projecting? Am I doing something totally different?
I feel as though people with problems find me. And don't get me wrong, I love helping them the best I can, but it bothers the people around me that almost everyone I talk to has... Issues that they need to work out. I tell them that I can't push these people away and that I have to help them but they don't understand. Is it just me that this happens to? Or is it normal for people with problems to find someone like me?
I have begun to have visions in my dreams. They aren't as important as the ones I have when I'm awake, but does this mean that my visions are strengthening? Or does it mean nothing at all?
Thank you so so much for reading this. Please leave any thoughts, good or bad, I would LOVE to hear what you have to say. Thank you.