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What Are Your Thoughts On My Angel Experiences?


Hopefully discussion surrounding this post will provide me with an insight into myself. Each experience I've had is so personal and I've not shared them. I feel I need a second opinion.

When I was younger I saw the occasional shadow figure in my parent's house. It was in the same room each and every time. It happened again when I was home alone. It was so real this time I thought somebody was in the house. In another instance I suddenly awoke for no reason, opened my eyes and I saw a blue haze young man watching me sleep. As soon as I consciously recognized what I was seeing, I jumped in fright and he disappeared.

As a teenager I began to frequent my local new age store and became interested in psychics. I purchased angel cards. When my granddad passed away I used my angel card to get a message from him. I shuffled them, picked one card and I got the exact same card 3 times in a row. The card was the only card in the entire pack which told me my deceased loved one has a message for me. In the same house and on two different occasions I smelled my deceased grandpa (an aroma of stale smoke as he was a heavy smoker) and my deceased grandma's fragrance (a unmistakable floral perfume).

When I lived in this home my parents commented on my moodiness. They said I was an emotional roller coaster. They couldn't keep up. I am a highly emotional person who feels emotions deeply and intensely. In my later teenage years I was diagnosed with depression. There was no cause for all of this. My life was great! The doctor put it down to stress.

In my early twenties I moved out of my parent's home. I continued seeing psychics and using my angels cards but never saw black shadows or blue haze people in my house. I began talking to my guardian angel and welcomed his/her help. One night when my fiance was away, I woke up in bed for no reason at all and cheekily thought 'my guardian angel is going to have to keep me company'. Suddenly, I felt a firm pressure sensation on my lower back. The pressure moved slowly up my back and the pressure made it to my head. I was terrified. I couldn't move. When at my head I heard the loud sound of static. The only sound I can liken it to is when you have your mobile phone too close to a radio. It got louder and louder and eventually I was so scared I willed it away. The pressure feeling reverted down my spine again and went away. From then on I was too scared to spend time alone. I felt the presence of somebody or something behind me for days. I couldn't sleep. Fear of the unknown I guess. At this point in my life my parents commented I was a different person - less stressed, relaxed and carefree. My dad attributed this to 'growing up' and but now I'm beginning to wonder if this has something to do with the odd energies I sensed in their old house.

Recently, when my dog was outside I thought I would experiment with an angel invocation meditation I have on a CD. During meditation I was so relaxed my body felt like it was floating, my limbs were jerking uncontrollably, I felt a presence at my feet and in my mind I saw a white haze. These sensations heightened so much I became fearful. I ended the meditation. Afterward, I let my dog into the house and she sprinted to the room I was meditating in. She stared into a vacant space, growled at it and crouched down like she was ready to attack. She was so fixated I couldn't distract her from it. She worked up the courage to move closer, then backed away, then moved closer and backed away. She was so enthralled in this 'space'. After 5 minutes or so she settled down and walk around this space, sniffing as if somebody was standing there. This freaked me out and I've not had the courage to do the meditation again.

I regularly talk to my guardian angel. I've always had strong 'gut feelings' which I have always followed. Every time I acknowledge these feelings/sensations and follow them I feel I am on the right path and my life seems to flow easily. If I ignore the feelings I feel anxious, moody and I feel like my spirit is unsettled. I make it a point to follow my gut instincts. Anything I have ever asked my guardian angel to help me with has come true. One day when speaking to my guardian angel I felt so emotionally overwhelmed for no reason at all that I cried like a baby. In my adulthood I've learned my grandfather use to be a faith healer and my cousin often astral travels.

Since communicating with my guardian angel I see triple digits everywhere. I get the sudden urge to look at a digital clock, microwave screen, oven or a car's license plate for no reason at all and it's always when there is 111, 444 or 555. I tend to see the numbers 444 most commonly these days. Some say it is my guardian angel reminding me I am on the right path and they are here with me.

I'm a highly motivated person with some unexplainable inner drive. The inner drive I have to succeed is so powerful that I feel like my soul is being 'wasted' in the monotony of my daily job and I feel I have a more important role ahead of me. I have an increasing longing for developing my spirituality and need some help and guidance to do so. I don't know where to start. I have a fear of the unknown spiritual world which I have experienced and feel this is preventing me from developing my intuition further. What do you think of my experiences? Who has had similar experiences? Where do I go from here to fulfill this deep need for spirituality? Do you know of any books/ courses/websites that may help me? Do you have any personal experiences or knowledge which may help me?

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
7 years ago (2015-03-12)
You were hearing a meditation tape with angel invocations, and while you meditated your limbs jerked uncontrollably... And the dog was barking and growling aggressively, at the empty space you had meditated in... Well HELLO!? If you asked me, you invited a demon in! Because if it was a Holy Angel, it would've had a CALMING AND PEACEFUL EFFECT, on both you, and your dog! LOL! That's why I personally prefer to communicate with God and His Angels through PRAYER, which is proven to be safer than meditation, (which opens up your mind, soul and chakras, to 'any old spirit that's out there', to invade your private space.) Please give it a thought. God bless!
Always_Thankful (4 posts)
9 years ago (2012-03-26)
Wow Mel,

I had the exact same experience with the blue haze. Amazing. It happened about 20 years ago. Just like you, I was fast asleep when suddenly I woke up. When I opened my eyes, I saw a blue haze slowly moving above me, like cigarette smoke. Then I wondered, what is this blue haze doing in here? I was looking at it moving very slowly when I realized the haze was actually concentrating above my face and shaping into somebody's face. The face looked at me and I waved my hands startled trying to dissipate the haze and then jumped out of the bed just to see it was gone. I clearly remember the face, though: Wide nose, chubby cheeks and a weird hat, like one of these night caps with a pompom. Another thing you and I have in common is that I am constantly seeing these triple digits in the clock, primarily 2:22, 1:11, 3:33, 5:55 and for some reason: 10:17. I also see often 11:11.

It is hard to recommend something for you since each one of us have a different path and objective. I see your post is from 2.5 years ago, so most likely you've progressed a lot in your quest for knowledge and spirituality as I've noticed that to learn and understand something, all you've got to do is ask and life will provide it for you (aka providence).
irish-guy (2 stories) (8 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-30)
Oracle101, if you don't mind, could you read my story on, "unusual experience", and tell me what you think. I'd love to get your opinion on it. I would be very grateful. Thank you.
lesamarie28 (1 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-30)
I to have similar abilites, but not able to use them just now after loosing my baby I'm full of emotion and sadness and my heart aches and I need my Angel to help me through but just don't feel there around any more. Xx 😢
Oracle101 (2 stories) (506 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-30)
I recommend you read some of my posts. You might find them helpful.

As for some of your visitations, Angels do not show as a dark black shadow, make you feel scared, nor disappear when you feel startled. Instead you feel comforted right away when they appear, you feel drawn to them like they are an old dear friend, and they appear pure, white, and bright. Some might take human form to save you or to get a message to you and then leave magically, but usually they show mist-like and white. You will feel their love and warmth immediately.

Oracle101, Psychic and Medium for 43 years
Always happy to help others
WanderingWayne (4 stories) (107 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-30)
Hi Mel. I too feel have an increasing longing for developing my spirituality and would like some help and guidance. Nor do I know where to start. I have read a lot of books about psychic abilities and phenomenon and have gained a little knowledge and understanding about a lot of different things. The reading is somewhat fulfilling to a point. I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen, afraid it will and can't wait until it does all at the same time. I like AnneV's statement "Know too that your energies are a muscle and need to be strengthened" so I keep trying to find what I must do, what I feel driven to do, sometimes with hope and sometimes with none. Maybe that is part of the journey, I hope it's not the whole journey but it's seem like searching is what I must do reguardless. I feel like Irish-guy sounds and although I don't wish the way I feel at times on anyone, it helps to know I'm not alone, so I'm writing just to say as other already have, you're not alone. Good bye and good luck.
PathR (4 stories) (1264 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-29)
Mel as AnneV stated you will have to pick a path. In England there are a few places for a structured environment.
Just google and check out the instructors.
Spirit Release foundation, Findley College, CPS in South Kensington or a Spiritualist church. England is full of them.
Some have an open house day so you can see the demonstration.

As for Angels I had my guide come to me when we had situations. I asked for help and saw my guide come into the room.
I checked to see if I was in a trance by pinching myself and my breath was the same.
So I tested the spirit by asking its intent 3 times-A Universal Law. As you descibed she entered in to my energy field via the spine. I knew she was genuine so I grounded myself. It was a lovely experience and a reality that she is around and close in my energy field.

If you google there is over 100 universal laws. But as AnneV stated you have to confront the fears. There is no way anyone gets around it. Again you must believe in the format you are exercising in to be empowered. When you are comfortable you will move forward.

HalfMoonX5 (42 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-28)
My advice would be to become closer to God and seek out guidance, I'm sure he can shed some light on your mission in this world, he showed me mine.
irish-guy (2 stories) (8 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-25)
Hi Mel, your not alone on this wanting to know questions path. The feeling of your life being wasted and knowing from as long as you can remember that your special, a little different from the ordinary person and your gut telling you that, but your head telling you as you get older to realise the way of the world and that your a dreamer and get real. A drive to succeed and no matter how hard you try, you seem to go backwards. I have most of what you have described but have an uncontrollable anger at times that isn't me. I've read things on the net, I have had experiences that are unexplainable, but the angel cards are my only comfort from these weird events. They tell me constantly that I'm on a path and I can't control a boat along a stream without paddles and relax and let the angels do their work for you. I've tried all logic and other peoples views, but they only make me more confused. I have no other option but to trust my path set out for me and gladly I now see they are others on the same path. Don't be scared, and as the yanks say, Its all good baby, lol. Take care.
Lasker (5 stories) (48 posts)
12 years ago (2009-11-25)
I get that same reaction from certain dogs: very sudden attachment and constant barking, thus, I can also talk with dogs with telepathy (and probably other animals).

I'm reminded of the established perspective that animals have less strained minds than humans, and thus can see auras because of this. Thus your dog was seeing the aura of a spirit guide, which would seem a little strange to an animal, as it's an aura not inside of a body.

But I think it'll be okay to communicate with the auras, as they don't seem to be trying to hurt you.

Though a common method of protection is to use a crystal guard: to make one, hold a clear quartz crystal in your dominant hand, think about being protected from bad spirits, or chant this aloud, and focus your energy into the crystal. Once you feel your energy flow into the crystal, it's been programmed to protect you, and will do so when you call upon it.
AnneV (4 stories) (1063 posts) mod
12 years ago (2009-11-25)
You rather provide your own answers when you say you have a strong pull to further your spiritual side. All advise aside, your higher self will deliver the very tasks you need to experience. Just like the episode with your fear (probably the greatest task most of us have to face). It will reappear until we work through it. It's a huge obstacle to growth of all kind. And when we think we have moved through it, it morphs and we learn we still have a long way to go.

If you feel the mundane aspects of life are wasteful, I tend to agree. We are these amazing spiritual beings living in a physical shell and I know from experience, we only live to a fraction of our potential. Again, fear being a huge factor. And I don't just mean fear of a shadow figure or bump in the night, but fear of what other people will say, blending in, the unknown, etc. This is why I wrote the book on this site (Creating Your Reality) because we use but a microcosm of our true potential.

At least you're asking questions. You're inquiring, and taking steps to learn. As far as how to proceed, what interests you? "Spirituality" is a big topic. Is it healing, teaching, learning psychometry, dowsing, remote viewing, developing psychic skills, what? Do what you've been doing which is following your heart. Pick a path that resonates with you and start reading about it. Ask for guidance from your higher self which will always deliver.

Know too that your "energies" are a muscle and need to be strengthened. This is very similar to taking time out to go to the gym, except in this case, we take time out to meditate, work with crystals (if this resonates with you), our chakras, etc. Abandon that and like a muscle it will atrophy. 99% of the humans on this planet are spiritually and metaphysically flabby.

Happy Holidays.

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