My story started when I was very young. I once came up to my mom and said our grandpa would die when I was in Sixth grade and I was in third grade then. My mom remembered this and he passed away when I was in sixth grade. I would say certain things and they would happen. Slowly that ended and I began to see pictures when I met people.
They were strange pictures full of emotions and information from their life. When I was in 8 grade I told this aunt of mine that she did not have to feel sorry about her mother in law who made life a little difficult for her. She was stunned and then I went on to tell her a lot.
This happened more than often and I would go to theaters and I would meet people and I could see their life history and their emotions so clearly and I would tell them and leave them aghast. I started working and I remember I told something to this boy and he was so scared of me that he asked the company to change his cab (our company provided cabs for employees) to a different one so that he would not have to come with me. Later I started reading tarot cards and it helped people and they came and said what information you gave us helped us a lot.
I do not wish to tell about what all I did rather about the emotions associated with seeing things from the past. All these come in a flow. A flurry of pictures, emotions strong emotions with different phases about the persons life. Pictures of their homes the people they are close to and everything about them. Names and people they are closest to, their pictures. This varies from person to person and something I get a lot of information while at other times I am wrong too.
Now people come and say read us. Come on I am not a computer or a machine. It happens when it happens. When it happens, Its strange and I get into this mode where I am a personal database of the other person and know things about them which they would not have told anyone. Its strange.
The other strange part about me is I influence electronics around me. Like I was really upset and I was writing a letter to a friend crying all the time. I soon realized the keyboard was not typing the letters properly and some keys stopped working and the letter came like I skipped certain words and the space bar did not work. So words were stuck. Its like when you cry and tell someone something. The letter looked like that. This happened today only and I was stuck by the strangeness of the incident.
My computer freezes when I am in a bad mood and I have to chill and talk to it. I keep getting electric currents when I touch metal its scary.
I just wish to help people in any way with this energy, power what ever you call it. I try and help them understand their life situation and give answers through tarot card reading but I have a long way to go. I just wish to grow this power. I have read meditation really helps. I have to try it, and be regular about it. Right now I am not.
Initially I thought it only happened to me only to realize I am not the only one, which was a big relief.