I don't know if this will lead me to answers or I am simply going mad, I am asking for help of any kind. I live near a local funeral home and every time I pass it I feel like I have been there or I am going to go there to visit someone. When I am there I feel like I am in a room with a relative and another person who works there. I am sat with a box on my knee and I give it to the member of staff. The relative that I am with feels to be a woman who I know well and is very upset. I have asked all my family members and have all told me I've never been there. I feel like soon I will be going as I get a stronger feeling when I pass it and that I can see the room that I am in more clearly.
I have had other feelings recently about where I live and when I walk in my door way I feel cold, I feel like I shouldn't be there. This feeling is almost every time. I feel like someone is trying to tell me something. I've once heard a woman saying "hello" to me on my landing late one night and they also said that "he's here". I don't know if these feelings are linked. I go over each feeling every time I pass the funeral home and I get the same one. Each time the feeling seems to get stronger. Like the image I get in my head becomes clearer. I also feel the emotions of the relative and how sad they are. I feel the darkness of the room. I remember the conversation I have with the member of staff and all I say is "thank you".
The feeling is like I need to protect someone, or that I need to tell someone something but I don't know what or who. I know that I have never been to this place before. But soon I'm sure I will be there. I know that soon I will have to be there like I know I have to go. Part of me thinks that I will have to go there, but part of me feels like I have been there as someone else if that is possible.
I know this is not a normal feeling and I do not take it lightly, but my emotions seem to be getting stronger just not with this but everything else, I feel an unnecessary amount of stress and pressure. I feel like I am responsible for something, like I have to do something. When I am out sometimes I get a feeling that I am been watched or followed, I feel like I am not in danger but they is a feeling like someone might be trying to protect me.