So as I have mentioned in previous posts, I have always had these abilities. It is just recently in which I have acknowledged them, and tried to figure out what I can do, and if anyone can help. From posting before I have come to believe I am empathic, but I am beginning to believe there is more. Since my last post I have really began concentrating and documenting all of my experiences, several of which were eerily creepy since I am not used to this yet.
The first experience has happened several times, I have posted about it before and that is knowing what others are going to say or do before they do it. This sense is so strong, that it almost feels as if it were my own thought or action until after they follow through with it, when I realize that I had sensed it and it were not my own action.
As I said before I have began documenting and concentrating on these experiences. Part of that is before I go to sleep I literally take some time to relax and see if anything comes to me. Almost like a meditation. This is where things get weird. I steadily breath in my nose out my mouth. Well one night I got into a deep deep relaxation, I was entirely aware, but my body was numb. It started to get hard to breath, and as I opened my eyes a darkness took over my vision. It felt so unusual that as a gut reflex I began fighting the feeling. I decided I would see what happened so I let this darkness take over and I then literally saw faces come past my own and like in past posting I heard voices. Sometimes I was able to make sense of what they said, sometimes I couldn't. Once I realized I was able to communicate with these faces and voices I tried. But they were moving away to fast. Throughout the whole time I was in this state, I sensed someone behind me. Actually this experience is what really made me start documenting. I have since tried this several times each were varying successful.
I have also payed attention to the pictures that will come to me while in this meditative state. These pictures were so random that I originally dismissed them as my imagination. Until I saw one of a woman I used to work with (I saw her sitting in a library with books around her). So when I got to work the next day I went to speak to a woman that I knew was still in contact with her. I asked how she was, and nothing was different. So I asked how her roommate was. She said "OH, Carol. The one that works in the county library" I was astonished. I knew she had a roommate but not where she worked. So the picture I had seen wasn't really worth anything... But it did prove something to me.
The next two experiences were ABSOLUTELY SHOCKING. I should first explain that sometimes I also dream things that come somewhat true. And since I have been meditating it has been more and more often. Well the first dream I had was of another woman I used to work with. She left work because she was suffering from cancer. So at first again I thought this dream was just a random one. I dreamt that she was laying in a hospital bed, dying. And in the dream I knew she was going to die very very soon. So on Thursday morning I went into work and mentioned my dream to a fellow co-worker that really supports me in my psychic journey and we both just brushed it off. Well exactly one week later we got word that she had just died.
The second dream wasn't as pin point as before but very true. I had a dream that a friend of mine was in an dull yellow light, hugging a family member and crying. I had already known that her aunt was dying, so I actually figured she was at the funeral. All I knew was the yellow light was important, I just felt it in the dream. I told her about it and I really stressed the yellow light and she really had no reaction. Late that night she called me to tell me she was up visiting her aunt where her whole family was there. Well while they were saying good bye her aunt was hugging her sons, this is when my friend said she noticed the dull yellow light over the hospital bed then she noticed her aunt crying... And she remembered the dream I had.
So sorry this is so long, I am just hoping someone can help me figure out how to enhance these abilities and I would like to thank everyone in advance for there comments.