I am 20 years old. I have always been interested in the paranormal. But unlike friends of mine who have grown out of it, I'm stuck thinking there is something different about me, I just can't put my finger on it.
I will recount several of the psychic situations that have led me here today looking for insight on what I am and how can I hone in on these gifts. I'm sorry it is so long, I just hope someone out there will be able to help me, let me know if I do have a gift or if its just in my mind.
What originally made me think I may be psychic was a dream I had in which my recently deceased grandfather was trying to give me a note. I reached for this note so hard I woke myself up with one hand in the air. A week or two later my uncle and mother were going through his things and gave me a letter he had written me but hadn't gotten to the post office before he had died. This event started the wheels in my head to spin and below I have listed events that had happened before the note and things that have happened after the dream.
I have constant deja vu's and not knowing how or when I saw the same place or situation (sometimes just a dialogue)
-Wanting to hear a certain song or singing it in my head then I turn on the radio or ipod and there it is.
As a child my mother would drop me off at my grandmother's while she went to work, my grandmother was often in pain or sick, without being told what had hurt she shared with me one time I went to her ankles and touched them, the pain she said temporarily left
I will know the commercial coming on, or lines and a plot from a movie I have never seen.
Several years ago my mother went to buy a car but wasn't sure what she wanted all day long I sat near the driveway and told my sister I was waiting for mom and her new red car. Several hours later that is exactly what she came home with.
More recently I was driving home from a friends house and I had the eerie feeling they were going to spill coffee (I know how frivolous) but 20 minutes later they called to let me know as they were vacuuming they spilled a cup of coffee all over there table.
One day while driving back to work with a co-worker I had the sense that I was going to get in an accident my co-worker just told me I was full of it. The next day coming after getting into my office they came in to tell me there daughter was in a car accident.
As a teenager, I can remember having a seriously bad feeling one day I shared this with my mother and sister. Later that night we got a phone call, as my mother answered I told my sister that my bad feeling had gone away, my mother came back into the room we asked who was on the phone. She simply said her boyfriend had been arrested.
While trying to sleep I ofter hear subtle voices/whispers as if I am overhearing a conversation.
And last but not least I can sense and feel energy off of people. I can feel there surroundings and I pick up on there emotions from this sense. Sometimes I can even push an energy out of my hands, that gets so intense its like holding a ball in between my hands and pushing.
Please help me make sense of this.