My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 6 years now. He works out of town a lot and it's something we've gotten really used to. Lately it's been bothering me a bit more when he's gone. I get these weird feelings like he has another life on the road and I'm left here to wait for him to come back.
I've also been really confused and stressed about where my life is going. I'm 22 and have my marketing diploma but I have no clue what to actually do with my life. Well anyway, I just finished quitting my current job and am moving out of the retail world and into an office setting.
With all this going on in my head I was having a conversation with my boyfriend over the phone (he's out of town) and out of nowhere I just wrote the word WATER. We weren't talking about water or anything water related, I do doodle while talking on the phone but I always draw flowers. Never write words out.
I just want to know what this could mean. Why WATER? What does water symbolize? Can anyone connect the word WATER to all the things I'm experiencing right now?
Please any thing you guys can think of will help. I can't shake the feeling that writing that word was my subconscious trying to tell me something. Maybe guide me in a certain direction.
Anything will help!