I have had clairvoyant dreams all of my life and have been able to feel spirits around me since I was 4. I'm writing mainly because of the changes that are happening with my gift. I have dreams that come true 2 to 3 times a week and I'm usually drawn to people who are in distress for some reason. For example I will dream of someone who I have only met once or twice and in my dream they are in jail or some other type of turmoil and the next thing you know I find out they are really in jail. It's a very draining experience for me mostly because when I have those types of dreams I'm in that person's body at the moment and feel exactly what they feel. I also dream about my family regularly, and have predicted 2 births and the failure of my brother's marriage. My brother went to Iraq and I dreamt I was with him and remember everything about how the place looked. When he came back and showed me pictures of the desert I was shocked at how accurate my dream was. These are just a few cases of what I experience. I'm in my mid-thirties now and I realized that the older that I get the stronger my gift becomes. My grandfather was also clairvoyant and told me his gift was also passed through dreams.
Lately I have had a thought pop into my head randomly like the feeling of being in a car accident. I was thinking I have this strange feeling that something is going to happen to my car. So that day I drove extra careful. Literally 5 minutes after I had this thought I go into the grocery store and come out after 10 minutes and someone had ran into the side of my car and kept going.
I will think of someone that I have not seen or heard from in a long time and they will show up at my door within 10 minutes of them being on my mind. This is new for me. I'm not afraid of my gift, but I do feel that it is changing and I do not have any friends who I trust to talk to about the things that are happening to me more and more frequently. I talk to my husband about it sometimes, but he is frightened by how many times I'm dead on about things and it makes him uncomfortable. I lost my mother 15 years ago to cancer and hear her talking to me regularly. I haven't shard that with most people.
I would like to learn some ways to develop my power or gift. For instance how do I go into a place where I can feel more of the messages that people are trying to send me? I have been doing some reading on being an empath and also think I have some of those traits, because I'm regularly tuned into to others struggles in life and often feel very much affected by their moods. My coworker's father is going through Chemo Therapy for cancer and I can't even talk to her about it because her sadness is overwhelming to me it's more than being through that experience myself I met her father once and instantly had to leave the room because I was overcome with grief. Very strange feeling. Anyone that can help with my journey I'm more than willing to listen. Thanks so much