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Always Feeling Like An Outsider Because Of My Abilities


My name's Grace. I'm 13 and am always feeling like an outsider because I don't know anybody else at my school who has these abilities. Well I'm going to start this out my stating my "abilities". I can feel other people's emotions and if they get strong enough, I start to feel them myself. I think that's called empathy. I can also see energy, like heat waves and aura's and, you know, spirits. And, believe me or don't, but I can control the air and earth elements. Yeah I know, that's a big one. And there's this other thing I can do, but I'm not sure what it is. It's like if I want something to happen really bad, then my heart get's all tingly and weird, and it happens. It's creepy and that's the one I have no explanation for.

Ever since I was a kid, I've had really weird things happen to me. This one kind of faded away, but when I was little if I thought or a specific TV show episode, I'd come home from school, turn on the TV and that exact episode would be on. I knew it wasn't just a random thing, I just didn't know exactly what had happened. Because I was younger, so I didn't really know what being psychic was so...yeah.

Empathy: I started noticing this not too long ago. I don't know, it was weird. It was weird because I didn't know what was happening. I was bored and was seeing how far I could expand my abilities. I wasn't even thinking about empathy, I was actually thinking about telepathy. So I was looking at one of my friends trying to focus on her and stuff and all the sudden I started feeling all these emotions and recognized it as empathy and was like, "Wow...". The emotions I was feeling were stuff like frustration, confusion, indecision, hurt, love, and stuff like that (this was before I could see auras by the way). So I walked up to her and this was our conversation, "So how are you and the boyfriend doing?" "Fine..." "Are you sure?" "Yeah..." "No you guys aren't." "How did you know?" "Tell you later, now what's going on?" I managed not to tell her but found out that she and her boyfriend were having problems.

Energy/Auras: Actually it was just last week that I learned Auras but the energy and spirits I've been able to see for forever. But anyways, I was sitting in history not paying attention, stuck in la la land and I thought I saw something on my history teacher, so I looked up and saw like a purple glow on him. I thought it might've been just a trick of the eye so I blinked a few times and it was still there. So I looked around to make sure I wasn't going crazy and everybody had them! Not the same color of course. So again I think, "Whoa..."

Air/Earth: Okay HUGE ability here. I can control Air and Earth. Yeah I know. Unbelievable, right? Well I used to think so too until, you know, it happened. So I can make Air get stronger, faster, change direction, or stop completely. And it whispers to me. I've got complete control of that. Now Earth, I'm okay in that, but I'm sill learning. So far I can talk to trees and make grass turn green and grow. (: Yes it's fun. (: But it drains A LOT of energy sometimes, so be careful.

I Don't Know What This One Is Called: Yepp. That's right, I have no idea what this is. Okay, it's the weirdest one and the one I need help with. So it's this ability where if I want something to happen with a strong intensity, then my heart will jump and get all tingly. Then what I wanted to happen will happen. This is the one I need help on so please comment! And if you could, please tell me what it is! E-mail is on the profile! Thanks for reading! Bye!

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Skyfall2002 (14 posts)
10 years ago (2013-04-15)
Same with auras some people and Kansas have a lot of abilities or gifts if you will.
Skyfall2002 (14 posts)
10 years ago (2013-04-15)
You should come to Kansas. Me and a friend mine have one of your abilities the weather one and we can predict the future. Just try and find more people and see if they can do what you do. I know I did easy and quick.
Ace-962 (5 posts)
11 years ago (2012-07-13)
Hey there,Grace. What's up? My name is Grant.

I know how you feel. I've had the same kind of thing happen to me when I was a kid a few times too. But back then with me I was only like 8 or 9 Years old at the time, or maybe just barely 10 years old at the very oldest. I can also control like the wind like you too but only to a certain extent like whenever I run around outside or sometimes even just walk there's always a big gust of wind following behind me about 10 or 12 seconds later.

When I was a kid I both felt and was treated by the other kids like an outsider myself too so I feel your pain on that one. Even though I didn't know it at the time but the reason I was treated like that back then was mostly because the other kids were jealous of my over intelligence because back then when I was younger, I used to be a certified genius, but key word there okay?, I USED to be 1, but I'm not 1 anymore or anything like that probably due to me having short term memory problems from my fibromyalgia and also from going through amnesia about 5 or 6 years ago which I didn't get most of my memories back until like a year or to ago and other things like that mostly because back then when I was younger I used to have a photographic memory or at least I used to until like 5 or 6 years ago that is.

But anyways moving on from all of that, it sounds like to me that you're going through a lot of the same problems that I also went through as a kid.

But I'm amazed that you can see auras and ghosts at only 13 I didn't learn how to see ghosts and auras until I was about 17 so I'm impressed.

If it means anything, for what it's worth, I'm sorry that I'm not able to help you out as much as I wish I could.

I guess the only kind of advice I can really offer is to just keep moving onward and never give up no matter what, because if you ever do that's how the other kids at your school win if you know what I mean.

So I guess good luck to you Grace and godspeed. 😁
Fancy_Pants (1 posts)
11 years ago (2012-07-13)
Cool. I think I have aerokinesis that needs to be practiced because sometimes, when I do a certain hand gesture or movement out the window, wind seems to breeze through a tree or trees nearby, and when I stop, so does the wind. What you have is a special gift, and while I see why you may feel like an outsider, that won't change that.
jakeandleon (10 stories) (35 posts)
13 years ago (2010-03-31)
cool! I can control wind really well now that I'm all practiced up, but earth I'm just in the making... Actually if you don't know, controlling the wind is aerokinesis and controlling the earth is geokinesis. Water hydrokinesis. Fire pyrokinesis. And so on.
There is a name for being able to "talk to trees" and grass and stufz. It's called chlorokinesis I think. =)
Hope I helped. If you have any questions or anything like that emailz mez atz ilvjekdgl [at]
graciee823 (guest)
13 years ago (2010-03-05)
hahaah I guess that's one way to look at it (: it just weirds me out sometimes because I know that I'm different than everybody else. And yess it is really fun. But if I don't pay attention, it isn't excactly good. But I'm pretty much in control all the time so yeahh. (: thanks for being able to relate (: lol. (: (:
Crazy_KA_14 (1 stories) (6 posts)
13 years ago (2010-02-28)
YOUR EXPERIENCES SOUND JUST LIKE MINE. No joke. I'm 14 and the whole t.v. Thing happens to me all the time. I'm also considered and empathy psychic according to a bunch of websites lol. But do not fear. I think you would agree with me when I say being psychic is FUN. And don't feel like an outsider. If anything feel unique and cool, you can do things other people can't, like a superhero, sort of.
Alternrockerchick (2 stories) (3 posts)
13 years ago (2010-02-26)
Woah. I see your problem. I am having issues fitting in, and next year I will be in high school, which is really making me nervous.
I might not be in your state, but you can always talk to me. Don't know how good of an offer that is, but I will try to make it a good one.
I have only seen auras a couple of times, like when I really concentrate. So you are pretty good at what you do!
I really don't know how to help other than be there for you to talk too. It usually works with me. If I talk about something, I can bounce ideas off the person and I might even get an answer I was looking for!
Sorry I can't help... But I hope everything gets better.

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