So my story starts like this. Ever since I was a child, I was a very gifted person who was extremely connected with everything around him. I had speech delays and difficulties in school. But the things I felt and understood was way beyond my age. Empathy had always been my strongest asset and sometimes when I think of something or if I try to guess without trying it turns out to be true. As long as I don't think on something to long the first thing that pops into my head usually turns out to be true. I have always felt a special connection with the wind and I had always called it my protector. When I was younger I use to talk of some sort of mission that god had wanted me to complete and that I was suppose to help. As to what I don't really remember. I use to dream about floating and visiting heaven. But as time passed I grew sad and depressed and some unfortunate events had taken place that didn't help me shake off my depression until recently.
Know for the longest of time I had never experienced anything that had to do with what I went through as a child until two nights ago. Two nights ago when I went to sleep I had dreamt that I was watching my hamster cage from my bed. While I was watching the cage I felt as tho I was awake which I thought was weird and then something caught my attention. A really beautiful girl stood before me with long black hair and I think silver eyes. She starred at me and then she pinched her fist through my forehead where my eyes are located. And for some strange reason I felt the pain and I just up so fast from my bed and I swear I saw her again for a brief second when I sat up but I'm not sure. All I now is that I felt it and it freaks me out. If anyone could help me I would greatly appreciate it. To sum everything up I feel lost and confused and I need someone to push me towards the truth. Am I just crazy or is this something more.