I lost my boyfriend on July 29, 2007 in a tragic car accident. He died instantly while I was at a bbq waiting for him to come back. He came to three hours after his death. I felt something tugging my shirt, then my leg. I looked up and there he was standing before me smiling.
He had energy floating around him and he almost cut in and out as I guess he was still trying to figure out how to use his energy. He came over to me, bent down and hugged my lap in bed, then got up, waved and floated out of the room. He comes around still and I feel energy vibrating down my legs, where he is touching me (primarily my arm, shoulder and brushing my face) and I can hear him when I talk to him. When he is around, anything electrical or with batteries don't work at all or barely. I am just wondering if anyone has lost a spouse and if they still come around them. Is this normal? I love that he comes around - it is a comfort.
I also feel a different presence around me. It is not like my boyfriend's where I tingle where he touches me, but this presence feels like it is behind me at all times and I don't feel invaded but I am not sure who is there. Does anyone know how to get in touch with your Spirit Guide, whom I am thinking this is. I feel him or her, as I don't know what they are yet, squeezing my hand a lot or my forearm. It feels like light pressure but definitely noticeable.