I'm Van and a christian.
About 3 months ago or a little bit earlier I started to see the number 44 at first I thought it was no big deal but then I started to see the number 11 and now I see them all the time. I belief its a message could anyone tell me what they means?
Also I feel so empty, its like a part of me is missing and this makes me kind of sad.
I really think its something from my past life but I don't know what. Does anyone have advice for me, like how to meditate without being distracted by your own thinking and not being able to concentrate, because this is keeping me from many finding out about my past life and contacting my guide. A friend of mine told me there is a black spirit following me, she says it's protecting me, but how do I know if she tells the truth? I so have to add that I think she is very spiritual but on the other I don't know if I should believe her about these sort of things.
Later my (twin) sister saw a that black spirit and a white spirit but that one was trying to get me and apparently the black spirit was protecting me, because he is used to me now.
Thanks for reading and sorry that I ask so muck and for my bad English.
Please comment.
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It is important to seek advice from your Guides. Unlike people, your Guides always have good intentions and their job is to protect you and guide you. When they visit you they will make you feel safe and comforted. It is like being visited by a good friend. They will never make you feel scared or afraid.
To confirm that you have Guides (and that they are who they say they are) ask them for signs then be on the lookout for those signs. I asked for specific detailed signs which are not easily found anywhere and they shocked me everytime by sending me those exact signs, so make your requests a bit challenging (but not impossible) and they will comply. Do not be scared. Think of your Guides as friends, Angels, etc. Your job is to develop and use your gift and their job is to show you how. Just make certain you only use it for good purposes. Also make certain they are Guides, not bad entities, by only thinking your thoughts to them rather than speaking your requests outloud, and first pray for your top level Guides to come guide you, and verbally outloud banish all bad entities from around you telling them they are not welcome.
Guides or spirits?
It is very important to confirm that they are good entities which you are meant to help and not bad entities trying to attack or manipulate you. They can see you and hear your spoken word but not usually hear your thoughts so the first thing to do is to pray for your guides to protect you and advise you on what to do. As for the entities/spirits you must speak outloud to them to ensure that they hear you and tell them that you only welcome good spirits and ask all negative or bad energies/entities/spirits to leave. This is also important to do when using lettered cards, tarot cards, scrabble, etc to communicate with your top level Guides for advice and guidance. Always confirm you are speaking to them and not to entities/spirits until you are ready to do so.
If you are contacted by someone touching you, they often disturb you when you are sleeping, tell you they like or love you, and implies they are your Guide, then usually they have not been assigned to you but is a spirit who has died, found you, and decided to "help" you since they like you. It is okay to keep such an inexperienced Guide only if they have good intentions, never do wrong, and only as a "companion" Guide. When in doubt it is best to pray and ask to be sent only your top-level Guides and to be protected by your Angels.
How to make first contact with Guides:
-First be relaxed and in a location where you feel most spiritual and protected.
-Next in your mind and outloud ask for all negative energies/entities to leave for they are not welcome. They need to be told this.
-Next pray innerly (not outloud). Ask to be protected from negative, bad, evil, or dark energies/entities/spirits.
-Once you feel at peace and protected, pray innerly to communicate with your Top Level Guides. Only those who guide you, care for you, protect you, and are of the white light.
-You will then hear some inner thoughts, which at first you might feel are only your own, but they will catch you off guard because you will know you yourself did not think that thought. Reply to it. Listen carefully. Ask it questions. Listen for answers.
-Now at this point you will wonder if you are crazy, and are imagining things, or making it up in your own mind. This is when you need to ask to be sent signs as an assurance that they do in fact exist. They do not mind doing this. They understand. Request a sign which is challenging and not so common so you will know for a fact that it is from them, but do not choose a sign that is impossible.
Be aware and watch for the signs.
Keep in mind that Guides do not always come forward until we know they exist, believe in them, and need them. Even then it might be against the rules for them to come forward. Others like to remain hidden and watch over us silently. Remember that Guides are on another level. They can make mistakes, be not so experienced as other ones, and might bend the rules and get in trouble for it. So be careful when making contact and making demands. They do have to answer to the highest power aka God.
Ways to communicate with your Guides:
-Tarot
-Scrabble
-Rune Stones
-Prayer
-Meditation
-Asking for and reading signs
To get your Guides to TALK to you in a more physical voice they need to develop this ability just as you need to develop the ability to HEAR them.
Until then they will use whatever other methods they can in which to communicate with you (Inner Thoughts, Tarot, Rune, Meditating, Radio, Signs, etc).
Remember not to pressure your Guides with being able to communicate better with you. They want this as much as you do and it is a two way street. You try more on your end, and they will try more on their end. Teamwork.
Thinking of your Spirit Guide, and sensing them, might make you feel all kinds of emotions, such as nervousness, excitement, peacefulness, etc. Never will Guides make you feel cold, scared, threatened, or overly worried. Although communication with Guides can create confusion, frustration, and the occasional tear, since it is like any relationship in which it takes time to understand each other.
If you cannot receive messages from your Guides, even after following my advice on this, then either you just do not hear those messages from them, or for some reason they feel it is best not to communicate with you in this way at this time. They do know what is best for you, and everything happens for a reason, even if we do not understand or know that reason.
Be patient, keep trying, and pay attention to messages. Remember, Guides rarely can show human form and a spoken message will sound not like a physical voice but more like an inner thought. Ask them to speak louder and to repeat the message until you hear it.
Having trouble hearing your Guides is quite natural. It takes time. You may even only hear or see them in your dreams, or when you are sick and getting rest. Especially if you are a busy person (such as a wife and mother with many "distractions").
This is why teen psychics have decreased abilities while they attend school and date, and why some psychics do not date, marry, or have children. Some even live like hermits such as Leonardo DaVinci, John Dee, Nostradamus, and Howard Hughes (or like an Oracle. LOL)
Everyday life can distract psychics. Crowds can overwhelm us. Concerts can be nerve-wracking. You are married with three kids. Finding the time, quiet, and peace of mind to hear answers and messages from your Guides is going to take time and patience.
If you have any further questions do not hestitate to ask me. I am always happy to help others. Click on my profile name to read other helpful tips.
The best way to message me is to click on my name to read the stories I posted then post on my own story to request my help.
Oracle, Psychic and Medium for 43 years