I'm Van and a christian.
About 3 months ago or a little bit earlier I started to see the number 44 at first I thought it was no big deal but then I started to see the number 11 and now I see them all the time. I belief its a message could anyone tell me what they means?
Also I feel so empty, its like a part of me is missing and this makes me kind of sad.
I really think its something from my past life but I don't know what. Does anyone have advice for me, like how to meditate without being distracted by your own thinking and not being able to concentrate, because this is keeping me from many finding out about my past life and contacting my guide. A friend of mine told me there is a black spirit following me, she says it's protecting me, but how do I know if she tells the truth? I so have to add that I think she is very spiritual but on the other I don't know if I should believe her about these sort of things.
Later my (twin) sister saw a that black spirit and a white spirit but that one was trying to get me and apparently the black spirit was protecting me, because he is used to me now.
Thanks for reading and sorry that I ask so muck and for my bad English.