I wanted to share a couple of experiences I had with a woman who I believe is my spirit guide. Most information comes to me in dreams BTW.
The first one happened 10 years ago when I was in college. I was 19. At the time, I had just begun dating a guy named Steve, who was 23. Steve and I were fooling around for the first time. He took his shirt off and I saw a huge scar that was about one inch wide and went all the way down his chest. I knew something terrible had happened to him. I asked what happened. All he managed to tell me was that 4 years earlier, he collapsed on campus and needed to have a heart transplant. He was sent home, basically to die. All of a sudden he got a call that the hospital had a heart for him, so he had the transplant. He told me about all the pills he has to take so that his body doesn't reject his heart. Soon after that, I had a very meaningful dream. The dream's setting was very simple. I was walking with a woman who I now believe is my spirit guide. I couldn't see her face, but I certainly knew her--not here on earth though--but there was no doubt that I knew her. As we walked along, I turned to my right and saw a little boy sitting on some steps. He looked like he was about 6 years old. He had a completely blank expression, like there was no soul or emotion in him. I turned to the woman and said, "What's wrong with that little boy?" She responded, "He's in so much pain, he can't show it." I suddenly had a flash of Steve and me on the top of a mountain holding hands, and I woke up. I KNEW the dream related to Steve because of that flash. Next time I saw him, I was nervous, but I decided to tell him about my dream and ask him what it meant. I was certain it meant something. When I told him about it, I looked over at him and saw tears rolling down his cheeks. I knew I hit a nerve. He said, "I was 6 when I found out that I had a congenital heart defect. It's passed to all boys. My uncle died of it. I have it. My brother has it." I realized that he was terrified and knew he would likely die pretty young.
My second experience with my spirit guide happened this morning! I was in my bed, very stressed out over a personal situation. I cried myself to sleep and woke up crying, thinking to myself that this is the day I am going to lie in bed, too depressed to get up or eat. I am trying to figure out HOW and IF I could ever forgive someone for something they did to me that totally shattered my trust in them. I have bought books, talked to friends who gave me all kinds of advice... HOW to forgive seemed like it would be a complex process with many steps and no solid answers on HOW to do it. I couldn't figure out IF I'd ever be able to forgive. I decided to meditate. I tried 4 times, but it was impossible to let go. On the 5th try, I was finally able to get to that meditative state. I walked through a rose garden. I met my guide in the garden and began to walk with her. We sat on a bench. The conversation was extremely and surprisingly simple. I asked, "Will I ever be able to forgive him?" She said, "Yes." So I asked, "How?" Her response was, "Time and Patience." I opened my eyes. I couldn't believe how simple the answer was. I don't need to figure it out. Time would take care of the anger, betrayal, confusion etc. And patience would be necessary in order for that time to go by. I realized that all of the depression was gone. I got out of bed and was totally fine all day. I was just amazed at all of this. Thanks for reading. Does anyone else have storied about their spirit guide?
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