When I used to try to practice my Telekinesis, my hands would always shake. It was very...weird. My knuckles would seem to pop, and my hands felt like electricty was running through them. My hands would turn a little redder, and start to burn slightly on some occasions.
I recently made (what I consider to be) a pretty big breakthrough.
I finally moved a pen in a back and forth rocking motion one night. I had observed that my mind was simply blanking out, and when I tried to move the pen... It actually moved.
When I made the "breakthrough" my hands were popping like I described. When I tried the next day... Nothing happened. Not like I expected it to. I wasn't "in the zone".
But the thing that confused me most was that my hands didn't pop. Usually, if I concentrate hard enough, they start to pop on their own. Ever since that night, they refuse to. I don't know what I am doing differently.
I really want to become more skilled in Telekinesis but I feel that I can't now. I feel like I can no longer direct that small amount of energy I seemingly have to move the pen.
What do I do?
I really don't know if anyone else's hands pop when they try. But I am at a loss. Some advice would be helpful.:)