Ever since I was younger, I knew I was "different". I didn't know what was different, but I just felt that I was different from others. I asked my mom about how it was like in Sudan before she immigrated to America with my siblings and Dad. She told me she's been through so much. She even told me a couple things that I know I will never forget. So that leads me to say that I think I inherited some of psychic abilities from her side of the family, but she also said I look exactly like my grandmother. We even act a little similar. So I guess I got them from my father's side too.
The abilities I'm sure I posses are; I know when someone is coming towards me, but I just don't know who. I can sense ghosts by "feeling" if they're in the same room as me, sort of "smelling" them (I know that sounds weird), and that's about it. Then the abilities I'm not really sure of are;I think I can see auras. I randomly see blotches of color sometimes and then it sometimes looks like a white aura from my doorknob is seeping to the floor. I also almost faint I think. For example, I would be doing something, and then my vision would almost completely black out. Sometimes it might be a couple seconds or an instant.Also,when I dream, I know I'm sleeping. But when I want to wake up, I feel so distant from my body. I don't know if it's normal but I would try to move my arm, but I can't. It would take me a couple minutes just to wake up, I would either get myself killed or let whatever that's trying to attack me get me. At night, I also sometimes hear a voice whispering my name. I always thought it was my imagination because I've been told I have an over-active imagination. But now,I'm just not sure.
I'm still a little lost at all this and over-whelmed with everything. I'm also scared because I want to believe it but I don't want to face it because I don't know what to believe. I'm Christian so I'm trying to figure out how this will help me serve God. So far, nothing came up and that scares me a lot. It would be comforting to know if more people experience what I go through. And to the once that do,thanks. I don't feel so lonely thinking about you guys.