Ive Been Seeing Since I Was 2

Hell my name is Bonni I have been seeing spirits since I was 2 years old. I am now 25 I don't like my gift. But have learned to live with it, even thoe I have had some horrible experiences with demons.

I have what I like to call my guardian spirit James. He has been with me since I started seeing ghost and spirits but the reason why I'm writing this is because my husband. Had a friend who has passed on his name is Sam.

My husbands best friend Steve was there when they poured his ashes in to the ocean and I started noticing that when he came over to visit. Sam would appear but I didn't acknowledge him at first but then one day. I opened up the glove box in the car and saw his picture. My husband had left the funeral card with his picture in the glove box.

I asked my fiance if this was Sam and he said yes and I told him every time Steve comes around hes with him so Sam discovered. That I can see him and has been bugging me ever since to call his girlfriend Beth to tell her he sorry that he over dosed on pills and died. He says he robbed her and their son of a good life.

He is constantly bugging me to call her but "I don't want people to think I'm crazy" my husband has told his friend Steve and he says he catches reflections of Sam on pots and pans. Also on other stuff and feels him and smells him. HE also gets bumped by him but Steve can't see or hear Sam like I can and one day I did a sit down with Steve and Sam and after words I was so drained and Steve gave Dan my husband Beths number.

We put it in the drawer but Sam keeps taking it out and putting it by the phone and he keeps bugging me to call her. I want Steve to call her because he knows her but Sam keeps bugging me. All the time what should I do? But I have also been attacked as well in my sleep I wake up with bruises and scratches I know its not Sam because the attacks have been going on for years and if Sam wants to wake me up to bug me he taps my forehead. Then says call Beth I know Sam needs my help to move on but I don't want people to think I'm crazy what should I do?

I also feel his emotions I can't handle it I have 3 kids! To worry about I want to no what would be doing the scratches and the brusing I have asked James about it he says he can't protect me from what ever it is James says its to fast so can any one pleas respond back and give me some input thank you for taking the time to read this.