My name is Simon, and I'm 12 years old in middle school. I'm extremely suicidal because of my abusive family, though I have a very funny and loving side next to my 'suicidal' side (does that mean I have Bipolar?) I've contemplated taking my life a few times and even tried to jump off the roof of a 4-story hospital. I've even tried cutting myself a few times, never hitting an artery but bleeding a lot. Right now I'm not attempting to do anything bad, though I'm on the verge of running away. Also, I'm not a stupid dramatic drama-king/queen. I wouldn't be making this up.
Regardless, ever since I was very, very little (I'm talking around 4 years old), I could see shadows. Shadows as in people. Whenever I look back up, there's nothing there-as if that 'thing' I just saw disappeared. It's most prominent when I'm alone. For one example, when I was bending down to pick up my vacuum, I literally saw the shadow of a man standing above me, looking down. It disturbs me, and sometimes I hear/see things coming from my closet. Also, I can sometimes see very *faint* Auras around my classmates in school. I also get shivers down my spine at least 20 times a day, and I don't know what's wrong with me.
So, is this schizophrenia? Is it bipolar? Am I crazy (most likely due to my mental problems)? Am I psychic? I need your help classifying what I am, and maybe heightening my 'skills' (Oh God, that sounds like a stupid movie).