I don't know how to start this so I'm going to throw some things out there. My grandmother is wiccan/Pagen. My younger brother can see and talk to ghosts. My entire mothers half of the family has a history with being mediums and psychic. They all have had their fair shares of this stuff, I know, crazy. Here recently I've been having dreams about a blue eyed shadow man. But anytime I try to talk to him or touch him, (my mom and grandma said that if they don't give off a bad feeling they might just need your help, so that's why I tried to talk him) his eyes would go yellow and he'd be aggressive. Last night however was different.
Normally in my dreams I always wake up before he touches someone, but last night he touched my brother in my dream and then disappeared. My brother passed out and when he woke up he had yellow eyes. He didn't attack me in my dream just studied me. I grabbed him and ran out so fast.
I woke up and felt like I couldn't move. I laid in bed trying to move, to speak, to yell for someone to come help me. I closed my eyes because I was afraid the shadow man would be here. I've been waking up with bruises. Normally this wouldn't scare me. This has happened all my life. But what set me off is when my brother looked at me one day and told me that I needed to run. I just laughed and said what? He started crying and and saying stuff like don't touch her. Then he ran to his room. The second he started to run away my vision became blurry and out of focus. I don't remember passing out, but when I came to I saw my dad over me. He said the when he got here I was lying face down on the ground in a puddle of blood from my nose.
I want this to end. Ever since that happened my dresser doors and drawers will open and close. I don't get much sleep because I'm terrified about my dreams. I thought maybe its my grandpa telling me I did something wrong? But I don't think he'd hurt me, much less scare me.
I'm sitting in bed with all of my lights on. What does this mean? I was so scared to leave my room this morning and now I'm sitting here shaking as I type this out.