So recently I was conducting a few experiments. A few of my friends have many depressing stories that they have never shared with anyone. My on friend the other night was talking to me. She was being her perky self. It occurred to me that there was something wrong. I felt a sharp pain of depression. I knew this was not my emotion though. Through out the past few years or so I have been having no emotions of my own. I have only been accepting them from those around me.
Now back to my friend. I focused enough to pinpoint the problem within her subconscious mind. It was actually quite a strange action. I felt ever bit of pain she had ever felt. So I started to describe her. It seemed that the things I knew about her no one else knew about. Only me. And we haven't been friends for very long. I even told her stuff that she didn't even know. Its quite strange. I am taken over by others emotions yet I am also able to feel every other emotion they have ever felt. Thus I get a look inside of their minds.
The human mind is an interesting subject to me. I can tell when people are gossiping in school and when people have suicide thoughts. Its just so strange to me. Many of my friends wonder how I know so much about them. I am scared that this is hurting my friends. I have felt the feelings some of the most terrible events. Grief, horror, disgust, and so on. You name any form of emotion I have probably felt it. I just have no idea how to handle so many emotions and thoughts at once.