I think a lot has happened to me in the past month, but the again, I'm not really sure. It all started around a year ago, when I had a strange dream that has haunted me ever since.
In the dream, I wasn't really present, but it was like I was watching a movie. I'll try to describe the dream exactly as I had it here.
I'm standing in a grassy field. It is wet, as if it has just rained, and it smells like it too. The sky is light gray, overcast. Behind me, there is a dirt road. In front of me, there is a light blue Ferris wheel. It's huge, and I hear it swaying in the wind. I am looking up at it. Suddenly, without turning, I am facing the road. There is an old-fashioned light blue truck there now. I hear a door slam, and the truck starts driving away. I hear it's wheels turning and thunder rumbles in the distance, a light rain begins to fall. I watch as the truck drives away, getting farther away, and a feeling of hopelessness descends on me. In the blink of an eye, the truck is gone. In another, I am in the truck's passenger seat, watching the Ferris wheel as we drive away. I know that the person driving is someone I trust, but in the dream, I know they have a secret. It worries me, and I contemplate as we drive away, my eyes never straying from the Ferris wheel. In another blink, I am indoors, looking at the Ferris wheel through a window. Again, dread fills me, and I watch, unable to look away as the Ferris wheel starts up, innocent people riding. The storm is in full force now, and suddenly, there is a flash of lightning, a crack of thunder, and a thousand screams. I hear twisted metal, I am standing where I was in the beginning of the dream. The Ferris wheel is falling, falling, falling slowly. I am watching it fall, feeling doomed, I am hearing screams, and I see death. The poles that once supported it are twisted, falling slowly. I am close to them. Too close. One is falling on top of me. I close my eyes, and brace myself.
Pretty creep, huh? I was disturbed after that, and I thought it might have something to do with the future. A few weeks ago, I was at the book store, and I saw on the cover of a book a scene from my dream, exactly when the lightning hits the ferries wheel. The title of the book was "Never Look Away" and I wanted to buy it, but I didn't have any money.
Okay the next thing is a little more serious. For as long as I can remember, I've had the feeling I was being watched, but I dismissed it as paranoia. Then, when I was around seven, I moved into the only upstairs bedroom, and the door would open by itself almost everyday. I asked my parents about it, and they said it was probably a draft or something. Gradually, it happened less and less, until it only happened when I had friends over. Then, at my tenth birthday, my friends and I tried the popular game thingy "Bloody Mary", but we were scared, so we did it in my living room with all the lights on. Then, my two friends went upstairs to do it alone, and when they tried to shut the door, it would just open back up. They got pretty freaked out, and ran downstairs to tell me about it.
That was when I first got the idea that it might be a ghost, but I thought it would be a child ghost who didn't like strangers, and the opening door as an invitation to leave. I was sure it wasn't evil, and for some reason I got the impression it was a girl.
Another thing, sometimes when I was just hanging out in my room, I would get a really creepy feeling, like I wasn't alone. Usually, I would get freaked out and go downstairs for a while, and when I went back up everything was fine. Then, there was something that only happened once or twice, but it was what scared me the most: I would hear music coming from nowhere. It sounded like it was from a music box or something and like it was coming from behind my dresser. So I wondered if something was trapped behind there, and I moved it and there was nothing there. Then, I would get the creepy feeling anywhere in the house.
Then, a few weeks ago, everyone had just gone to bed, but I was probably the only one awake, when my light switch started going on and off really fast. It went on for a few minutes, and I was just hoping it would stop, but it just kept going on and on, so eventually I yelled "Stop!" and it did.
That night I had an extremely weird dream. It was about a little girl, maybe nine or ten, who was abused by her father and his girlfriend. It was set in a neighboring town from where I am. So, eventually, the father broke up with his girlfriend and the girlfriend went a little crazy, and blamed the little girl. The little girl was kidnapped by the girlfriend, and then the dream ended. When I woke up, I knew the girl was dead, and I was pretty sure her spirit haunted my bedroom.
Then, she started following me around every where, even in school. I told my friends about it, but they didn't take me seriously. I could usually tell when she was with me by the creepy feeling, and if I really concentrated, I could pinpoint where in the room I thought she was.
Yesterday, I heard the music again. So I could really use your help with us, cause I don't know what the heck is going on, and if I'm clairvoyant, or medium, or what!
Thanks in advance for all your comments,