At a young age I've always been able to almost read people's minds and know their feelings and sometimes lessen their pain mentally. I had it rough growing up, you know the whole abusive dad crying mom trick, so dealing with those emotions all the time was pretty hectic. I had my second girlfriend at the age of 16.
She ended up leaving me for a girl (laugh if you want). After that I went through a pretty rough period. I got a hold of a lot pot and alcohol (I lived on an Native American reservation, I am half Seneca and I am wolf clan) took my mom's car and went to my campsite. I proceeded to get completely messed up. Dark thoughts started swirling and I planned on driving into a tree to end it. The back road I was trying to to this on had a river running along side of it. I started moving very fast and I had this strange feeling come over me urging me to stop. I slammed on the brakes and turned my car off. It was a full moon everything looked so beautiful. And I saw a shadow sprinting across the river and in a flash there was a proud wolf standing in front of my car and everything snapped into place in my head. I'm not sure what happened but he was gone in a flash. I'm wondering if he was my guardian spirit helping me along my way.
I joined the Infantry and deployed to Iraq 3 years later. One of the people I met over there was a psychic and said I give off a unique aura, I still don't understand what that meant. He gave me a tarot card reading (bloodline or love) and what he told me saved my marriage. I met another psychic and he told me that I am one of the few people he knows that can change his destiny and that I will take a part in the end (not sure which end it is world nation city or group). He asked me what my spirit animal was, I had a flashback to the time the wolf saved me and I said wolf and he asked me what my element was and I said I feel most comfortable in wind it's most like my personality. He didn't say anything after that and just left me out to dry. He said not knowing is the best part of life but he's in Korea now and can't talk to me.
I just really want to sit down and talk to someone about how I can figure myself out. I assumed a psychic board would help me. Oh and my wife gets mad when I sing the songs that are in her head. I'm more of a present psychic than anything I think. Any responses will be appreciated biddlethegreat AT hotmail.com