Wolves And Confusion

By RandomSoldier
(1 stories) (3 posts) (the author is a young adult)
Date: 2010-04-22
Country: United States
State: Colorado
Category: Channeling / Guides

At a young age I've always been able to almost read people's minds and know their feelings and sometimes lessen their pain mentally. I had it rough growing up, you know the whole abusive dad crying mom trick, so dealing with those emotions all the time was pretty hectic. I had my second girlfriend at the age of 16.

She ended up leaving me for a girl (laugh if you want). After that I went through a pretty rough period. I got a hold of a lot pot and alcohol (I lived on an Native American reservation, I am half Seneca and I am wolf clan) took my mom's car and went to my campsite. I proceeded to get completely messed up. Dark thoughts started swirling and I planned on driving into a tree to end it. The back road I was trying to to this on had a river running along side of it. I started moving very fast and I had this strange feeling come over me urging me to stop. I slammed on the brakes and turned my car off. It was a full moon everything looked so beautiful. And I saw a shadow sprinting across the river and in a flash there was a proud wolf standing in front of my car and everything snapped into place in my head. I'm not sure what happened but he was gone in a flash. I'm wondering if he was my guardian spirit helping me along my way.

I joined the Infantry and deployed to Iraq 3 years later. One of the people I met over there was a psychic and said I give off a unique aura, I still don't understand what that meant. He gave me a tarot card reading (bloodline or love) and what he told me saved my marriage. I met another psychic and he told me that I am one of the few people he knows that can change his destiny and that I will take a part in the end (not sure which end it is world nation city or group). He asked me what my spirit animal was, I had a flashback to the time the wolf saved me and I said wolf and he asked me what my element was and I said I feel most comfortable in wind it's most like my personality. He didn't say anything after that and just left me out to dry. He said not knowing is the best part of life but he's in Korea now and can't talk to me.

I just really want to sit down and talk to someone about how I can figure myself out. I assumed a psychic board would help me. Oh and my wife gets mad when I sing the songs that are in her head. I'm more of a present psychic than anything I think. Any responses will be appreciated biddlethegreat AT hotmail.com

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The following comments are submitted by users of this site and are not official positions by psychic-experiences.com. Please read our guidelines and the previous posts before posting. The author, RandomSoldier, has the following expectation about your feedback: I will participate in the discussion and I need help with what I have experienced.

HaVeN (guest)

14 years ago (2010-06-18)

RandomSoldior I have the wind element and my spirt animal is a huge gray boy wolf named... Well he doesn't want me to say. I wonder what haveing the wind element and haveing the wolf spirt guide. If you ever get in contact with him please do tell me what the answer is to my question.

Thanks
HaVeN 😊

RandomSoldier (1 stories) (3 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-28)

Thank you guys for your help. You all seem to share insight from personal experiences and I hope I can talk to you all individually someday soon. Goodfeeling, no I can't read the earth the earth is too massive and powerful I don't even want to try to tap into it I might lose myself, but I do react with animals very strongly. My philosophy on religion is you make your own tailor it to how you perceive things and live by your own example. How I think of nature is a whole different thing it flows, moves, reacts, and changes ever constantly slow and fast and there's nothing anyone can do about it. I was foolish enough recently to try to control wind, I ended up making my life horrible while I was out in the field training for 11 days. Shahidutz, I never thought anything about tarot cards until I had a reading. It literally changed my life for the better. Everytime I get a reading though I always get the upside down fool (I think it means to have a choice) which I was told that means I will always have a say in what happens in my life. Iunderstand, I have tried meditation and I always end up failing because my spirit is restless and doesn't seem to want to sit down and let me look at it for a while: (. Anne thank you for your insight, you seem to know how everything works and I will try my best to figure things out my own way. Tiyger I hope you check your email. Thank you guys ill post another story another time.

tiyger (5 stories) (17 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-26)

I can relate completely with your story. Funny thing is that I'm also half Seneca and wolf clan just like you haha what are the odds of that. I felt like I was so unwanted at Salamanca so I left last year and I turned myself around so much. I also started to drink but after one time of drinking I realized that I wasn't going to do that to myself. My dad is an alcoholic and drug addict but I have absolutly no anger towards him because when he was younger he heard voices in his head like I sometimes do and so drugs and alcohol were his only way out and I'm not going to follow that path. I hope you realize that there are better alternatives such as meditation and talking to people about their experiences. A previous band instructor I had told me that I also give off a unique aura. She said it was a grey color like the moon's reflection on the ocean. I also feel that my element is wind. I think that guy meant that you're special and when he said you would take part in the end, I think he is referring to a time that is quickly arriving when we all need to help eachother and you're one of those people who will help many. I would love to talk more with you so if you want, contact me through myspace or facebook that would be great. I feel like we have a lot in common so I would enjoy conversing with you:)
Kar_go_beep315 [at] yahoo.com

Goodfeeling17 (1 stories) (8 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-26)

this story almost gave me a heart attack. I have a really good friend that almost shares the same gift as yourself. What really gave me the heart attack is the fact that he is in colorado as well. I think its an amazing thing to have. Are you connected to nature and can read the earth as well? I am really intrigued and interested in your philosiphies if you don't mind sharing that is.

darksky (5 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-26)

I think god gave all humans psychic ability, although most have not relized it. Those who relized should probably get to the same awnser I got (after meditation) we have our abilities, to understand and feel one anothers to help them and see from there point of view. I believe god wants us to come together and stop conflict with one-nother. 😊 😉

Iunderstand (3 stories) (153 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-25)

You seem to have a very strong connection to the spiritual realm. There's physical, spiritual, and the mental. As for me, my center seems to shift really deeply into the mental. To achieve higher knowledge I have to first identify where my center is then shift into a ballanced position. After I balance my center, I expand it out and equally into all three realms. At this point you achieve a truly open awareness and can now properly interpret, relate, and respond to outside external experience. Practice reflective thought. Separate yourself from personal preference and morality and put on a new set of glasses as it were. Try to view things in different ways. To help you do this you should do something that your conscious mind would never think of doing. Do anything as long as its not something you would normaly do. Maybe a subject in a book or movie you might never think of or a food you have never tried. I always recommend meditation. One last thing, if you like to read, I strongly suggest reading the Gospels about Christ in the Bible. There are 4 books, Mathew, mark, Luke, and john, each of these writers wrote from different perspectives. Its the same story told 4 completely different ways. I believe you will find what you are looking for, you should share this belief with me.

shahidutz (21 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-24)

i don't believe on tarrot or other kinds of things, yes I believe on psychic who can see future but not at all, all things on God hand, I had experience some peoples tell about Tarrot or other ways, but all is mostly fake, because who knows future? Psychic even see only somethings as God wana show them, so keep faith on God and of course he will help you and guide you

Karma884 (1 stories) (10 posts)

14 years ago (2010-04-23)

i think its time to get to your root's. Look in to more of your family your momy and dad. Ther moms and dads.

It might give your alil more of a idea
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AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod

14 years ago (2010-04-23)

You are as gifted as the people you are seeking out. Look within for more of your own answers. Everything you need is already inside. It's great to get feedback but you walk your own path and no one knows that as well as you.

Everything we endure is preparation to take us to our destiny. Some people who have it hard specifically asked for it by their higher self because they wanted to advance more quickly. We don't know this consciously but when you get older and see others around you who walked the easier path, you'll understand then why you picked your life as you did (and yes, we pick our parents before we are even born so ultimately we can't blame them). The test is to break any cycle that might happen, learn from it, and hopefully help others in the form destined for you.

I'm part Cherokee and BlackFoot myself and dream of my totem often (the Raven). I'm sure you know you can tune into animals and nature itself for guidance. When you can, make time for yourself and get back to nature. That is our most happy place and seek it when you can. Never forget to let your feet touch the earth, appreciate the wind in your hair and enjoy what beauty that hasn't been destroyed yet.

"Figuring yourself out" as you put it is something we all have to do. It's done through introspection and putting our emotions aside and really looking at how we act and react to life's adventures. There is no race here. You will learn as you need to. Your higher self is perfectly tuned into what you need to know and when.

Everything ends at some point because change is constant. We are all a part of that. I'm sure your specific role in change will be laid out at the right time.

Thank you for sharing your story.
Anne

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