I'm Stefan, and I'm currently on a mission to awaken my abilities.
A few years ago I used to be an atheist and have a closed mind towards religion and miracles, however I did believe in psychics, mediums and life after death. My whole life I've felt different to other people, I tended to shy away and day dream a lot wondering what was wrong with me. I've always been a nice person and chosen to judge people for who they are, rather than appearance etc and not be influenced by gossip etc.
I started to smoke weed and became much more open minded about life, which is when weird, ordinary and the most unexplainable things started to happen (and no, it wasn't the weed). It just kept happening. Things I started to think became true. I'd randomly think about an old song I hadn't heard in years and it'd play later that night on the radio. Or I'd think about an old friend I hadn't seen in a while and randomly bump into them the next day... I started to believe there was a God, or some sort of higher power, or even being psychic. I even started praying when times got hard and it'd work out fine in the end.
A few months ago I started to feel as though there was a presence in my house, like I was being watched. My sister mentioned something to me as well, which was strange. A week later, at night I heard banging coming from the loft, which went from my room all the way to the bathroom and the lights would dim in sync with the bangs.
A week ago I started day dreaming at my wall and seeing very faint static? I had to keep focusing to see it again. I looked it up online and it led me to this website, which is just amazing. Like destiny. Reading through people's experiences has just made me feel so... Connected? I don't feel alone in this world anymore, I feel I have a purpose, but that's not the end of it. My grandma isn't ill, but she's getting old now and I hadn't taken my girl friend round to see her. I felt as though I really needed to on Monday, or something bad was going to happen before she could actually meet her. I did, but I just had this foreboding feeling something bad was going to happen. Early hours on the Tuesday morning, the phone rings and it's my aunty saying an ambulance was coming for my grandma (I was half asleep at the time, I could just make out what was being said on the phone from my dad's reaction). 5 minutes later, I see the blue flashing lights go past my house (my grandma lives just down the street). She didn't die, but I just knew something was going to happen.
Sorry this is like an essay, but that's my story. I'm a strong believer and very open minded to what can happen next. Do you guys have any advice to help me tune into these abilities more?
Cheers, Stefan. <3