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My Memories Are Not My Own

 

I have been having flashes, memories that I know could not possibly belong to me. I wouldn't say that I am looking for "help" as much as people to share with that can understand.

My whole life I have had unique experiences from the time I was maybe 2 or 3. I would see things, have dreams of occurrences that had not yet happened, but then would a few weeks after I had the dream. As a child I would try to ignore what was happening as I realized very quickly these were not things that everyone experienced. But as much as I would try to "turn off" these thoughts or experiences, they wouldn't go away. They began to fade as I grew into a teenager and my home life became increasingly more volatile and hostile, but they never went away.

A distinct memory I have and it is hard to explain but it is almost like it is when my soul came into this body... This body was a baby when I entered it, I have the memory of when I entered and I connected to this body and all the memories of this baby before I got there became mine. It's like a screen that plays the film slowly and I see the images flip by.

As an adult I have fought inside myself over these memories, occurrences, and feelings I have. After about 25 I realized there was nothing I could do about this, it was going to happen regardless of whether I wanted it to or not. For about 3 years maybe 4 I have actively researched and read books and went to psychic's trying to figure out what all this means and why it is happening. With no real resolution to my issue.

I began to become very interested in crystals and started to collect them and wear them and I have become almost obsessed with them. I ordered some from England and do to a mix up on their end I received a pendant that I would not have gotten, if they hadn't made a mistake. It is a Kyanite pendant, I began wearing it and never took it off. Before wearing I use to get vague sensations of things happening to me, like when in my car at any stop sign I always get the distinct sensation of being hit head on from the right. I hear the sound of the impact, the rushing feeling everything. After I started wearing the necklace it became worse and more frequent. Not only did I have the sensation of being hit in my car but over time I began to experience other sensations, of being tortured... It began happening all the time, every few minutes I would have the sensation of torture all over my body, and the memory of the torture, the sensation of it, the exact body part. I began to think I was losing my mind. And then I connected the necklace to the frequency of the occurrences and I took it off... And it stopped. Except the car one, that has never went away.

I know this is not a normal occurrence with Kyanite as it is one of two elements in the world that does not hold negative energy.

Kyanite opens and clears the body's communication centers. For channeling or meditation purposes it works best when it is worn near the throat chakra. Kyanite never needs cleaned or charged because it is self-caring, self-sustaining. It carries a very "light" energy that attracts light beings (angels, spirit guides, extraterrestrials). Wonderful manifesting stone.

Now I am having memories that I know can not belong to me, for example I am in Africa, in a village, there is some kind of ceremony going on. It is important, there is dancing, there is excitement, and I don't know who I am in this memory but I know I am a key person in this event.

I feel that I have lived many lives, almost like I am to old to be in this body.

And I feel like there is something coming, something more, almost like I am on the edge of my seat waiting for what ever it is, anticipating it, almost like I am jumping out of my own skin waiting for what ever it is to happen, to show it's self to me...

I want to know how to make this work for me, I want to know how to use this to help me in my life, I know that there is more to this, almost like there is a key, that I need to unlock it. I need to find the key...

Can anyone help me?

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HenvdemonOfTheHeart (2 stories) (14 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-27)
same here however they are constantly based on a certain set of people. I experienced everything the sensations and emotions yikes.
birdzgoboom (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
[at] Dragonflies23

Well, it's an... Agate geode. It's a storm gray colour and has some yellow and orange in it (though you can barely see it). What do you think? I read somewhere that it meant similar to what the tarot card "The Priestess" meant.
dragonflies23 (3 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-25)
Txs Birds but I won't get hurt, it is just the sensations I feel if anything it will drive me slightly nutty! And Yes they do actually. Geodes are often used for protection or spiritual aid and growth. It depends on what type you get, there are all kinds. 😊
birdzgoboom (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-25)
[at] Dragonflies23

Just be careful! 😲 Don't get yourself hurt... And good luck. Oh, random question. Since certain stones have certain spiritual properties, do geodes have a spiritual meaning like kyanite and such?
dragonflies23 (3 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
[at] birdzgoboom... Lol sorry def not mad at you, I was excited! Thats to bad about your friend, I would have loved to talk with her and see if it was the same for her as it was for me. I am thinking of putting the necklace back on to see if the experience repeats its self...
birdzgoboom (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
[at] Dragonflies23

Oh my at first I thought you were mad at me when I read the "get out" part XD I'm afraid she isn't on this site... She moved away and I haven't heard from her since. Is your necklace in the shape of a moon or something? If so I found a rock (I know that sounds weird) buried in the bottom of a lake in the shape of a crescent moon that did some odd things to me as well...
dragonflies23 (3 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-22)
GET OUT birdzgoboom! NO WAY! Is your friend on this site? I would love to talk to her!
birdzgoboom (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-22)
[at] Dragonflies23

Eh, that's the same stone that my friend's necklace was made of! Except it was in the shape of a moon, not just a normal stone.
dragonflies23 (3 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-22)
[at] birdzgoboom... It's a Kyanite Pendant, if you Google it, it will come up, and you can see it. Oh ok I see, then yes that is very similar... What kind of necklace was it?
birdzgoboom (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-21)
[at] dragonflies23

Yes, you're right. I hope you find out how to find this information. I'm still in the dark about my experiences as well, and I don't like it one bit. 😢

And about the necklace: My friend was only tortured when she wore the necklace. May I ask what the necklace looks like? 😕
dragonflies23 (3 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-21)
LoveCourt, sorry for the delay in my response, after reading your story I wanted to reach out to you but have hesitated... You have something going at your house and it sounds like you may need outside help. I have had similar occurrences, where I have attracted negative energies such as what you have, but it has never went as far as it is with you. Because I don't allow it. They can sense you and that you can sense them, and whether they are angry with you or just in general once they know they have control over you, they won't leave you alone, why should they? It is what they want, interaction with the living. I don't know if it is to late for this, but I would take some salt and go around your house with it, make sure it is at every opening of the house. I would get some sage and do a walk through, and bless your house, and tell that energy to GET OUT! You have to take control, you have to be strong. When ever I sense that happening to me, I create a shield around myself, and nothing gets in. I also do it for my family, I wrap my whole house in it sometimes. Also if I sense anything while I am trying to go to sleep, I call on my guardian angel, we all have them. I ask them to protect me, protect mt family and if there are any spirits who don't belong in my house, I ask them to make them leave. You have the power to control what happens, you just have to become stronger and make that energy see they can't control you anymore. I will def try to send you help, I can feel your fear, you have to get a hold on that, they feed off of it. I love dragonflies as well, I have a huge back piece of a Chinese scenery with them and a bunch of stuff in it. Also my fav number has always been 23, it is in everything I hv, my email, my user names everything is always blah blah blah 23... That is weird... People are placed in each others lives for a reason, maybe we are meant to help each other... =)

[at] birdzgoboom: Its kind of different cause this necklace increased the occurrences for me, nothing to do with any powers or what ever. The only thing I lost when I took off the necklace was the sensations of being tortured. I think because Kyinate is a conductor in a sense that it somehow made this stuff that much more tangible, made it happen more. And yes I know the other memories are from a past life, what I am looking for is how to use this to help me, plus I know the answers are in me, I need to know how to access them, how to find the key, to unlock this, so that I can utilize these abilities... I am tired of being in the dark... I want to let the light in...
LoveCourt (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-20)
dragonflies23: Ok this might sound weird but I feel some sort of connection to this, well you... Our abilities don't seem the same (though I have had the memories of being someone else only like once or twice though), but I think we may be at the same level. I understand the want to know, learn, & understand what's happening with your abilities as well as wanting to be able to control & use it to help you. I too feel like I'm on the brink of something bigger, but no clue how to tap into it. Right now things are preventing me from diving in (you can check out the story I posted), but I still wish to find others who understand & can help me in anyway. If you happen to find a mentor, or someone who has more of my type of abilities, please send them my way & I will do the same for you. BTW I love your user name haha... My favorite insects are dragonflies (even have a dragonfly tattoo on my foot) & my favorite number is 23 lol Anyway, I wish you the best of luck!
Kahlyn (4 stories) (311 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-20)
I have some memories that are not my own in this life time.

It kind of apllies to my knowledge and I never knew something.
birdzgoboom (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-20)
Interesting... My friend had the same problem. It also involved a necklace. Whenever she'd take it off the powers that she had would decrease dramatically. Maybe the other memories are from a past life? I have odd memories that aren't my own as well, so that may be it.

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