First of all I am 13, and last year I took up a sudden interest in abilities of the mind, as something happened to a person, which I could relate to, I won't get into it because it's minor and not what I'm supposed to be discussing. So anyways, I took a particular interest in Elementals and Devas and those of nature.
I haven't had a brush up with any of those spirits, or spirits to begin with, but I do feel a certain connection to Water and Lightning, but then again It could be just because I like them. I also didn't think I could control any element. Well, To my surprise and happiness, I think I can, and here's why.
Last night I was reading about a person who had a Wind Spirit as a best friend and I thought "Wouldn't it be great... If I could talk to or control Lightning" and as soon as I thought that I felt as if thunder bolts were coursing through my hands. I literally felt super charged, like someone from Infamous. I did not hesitate to take what had happened as a joke. As I was afraid of contacting a spirit guardian for fear of demonic influence I tried concentration, and seeing electricity in my hand. I tried to see if I could get that feeling of energy again but to my expectations nothing happened.
I then decided that no matter what I was afraid of, If I wanted to understand how to control it, I would have to have a spirit guardian. However, I didn't look at how to contact one on the website and I tried my own method. I took a deep breath and cleared my mind. I then asked What is your name, and got the response Raymond. It was like an impulse, like the words gathering in my mind and forming. I asked if I had special powers and I saw yes. I then asked if I can control them and a bold No came. I tried asking more questions but I didn't feel any impulse. I then decided to go to bed.
Now this morning, I heard of biokinesis and I went to the mirror. I stood motionless, mind blank for some time, before I opened my eyes. When I did, I noticed that my face was now in a natural serious look, opposed to my normal Happy look. No matter what I did I still looked serious. I then imagined myself with blue eyes for a split second and went to my computer room. When I faced my mom I asked her what colour my eyes were, and guess what! She said that parts of it were blue, and asked if I put something in there. I said No and I was excited. But I tried to do it again but it Didn't work.
What I really want is for someone to teach me how to control this, and hopefully to get Raymond nicer.