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Colours And White Shapes In The Darkness

 

I am currently going through a very stressful time losing my grandmother to cancer. We are nearly at the end, she is bedridden, drinking through a straw but I can still see her in this failing body and its all very painful indeed. She was in the house but on Friday I had to let her be taken into a private home where they are geared to support this kind of illness, we weren't coping at home.

ON Saturday I spent the day with her then came home. I had one bottle of beer and went to bed. I cried bitterly for about half an hour, nothing new, I am doing this every night at the moment, but as I lay on my side looking into the blackness, all of a sudden my vision was filled with moving colours, not bright but certainly not a black room anymore. I stopped crying and rolled on my back and my vision was still filled with this movement. Not orbs not any shapes I could actually make out but there was a lot going on. In the very foreground there was a large swirling shape. As opposed to actually looking at it, it was more a case of it blocking my vision, I couldn't not look at it. It was very close to me, moving in a way where whichever way the top of it went, the rest of it would trail behind it in the exact same path and movement.

It wasn't white but close, like a magnolia. I remember the whole thing reminding me of when you look at the sun and burn your retina and have that distorted vision. It stayed for about 10 minutes, I started to concentrate on the off white thing moving in such a quick, smooth and agile way, so fluid and so unpredictable.

I was not afraid.

I rolled back on my side and closed my eyes and cried again and when I opened my eyes and looked back int the room it was lack and normal like nothing had happened.

Any ideas?

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louloubelle2010 (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-17)
Hello,

Thanks for your thoughts and ideas I appreciate yo are trying to help.

I have read abit about poltergeists and a lot of people seem to think that these are often confused with relatives trying to let you know they are there.

I read the articles you sent and there are similarities. I have felt watched in the house and 'not alone'. A door has opened of its own accord as I walked past it. So there are consistencies.

However on balance, I think that our family has come of there and I think whatever happened that night was someone being kind to me. Nothing has happened since. Thanks for you time.
EternalBlackDragon (1 stories) (21 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-09)
I'm sorry for the confusion, I meant to get the point across that poltergeists are often caused by teenagers but it can also be caused by older adults as well. In the first link above:

Http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/358947/poltergeists_noisy_ghosts_or_recurrent.html?cat=11

The first stage seems to describe the "thing" you saw. Here is the part from the above link that strikes me as this being the first stage of a poltergeist:

"The first stage is not threatening, and may not even be frightening. It may begin with a strange feeling of being watched and you may observe your cat or dog running from room to room as though they are chasing someone or something."

What it doesn't say though is that the first stage may also manifest itself as a black mist,blob, figure or any thing that seems none threatening but is in some way a mass.

When I encountered this stage (about 7 years ago this November) it took the form of a black figure in my dinning room one night when I was by myself. It had a complete dark to it, not something you could see through but rather blocked out everything behind it.

I also found another description that seems to also fit your situation:

"So what causes poltergeist activity?

The poltergeist model is that of a situation caused by the subconscious mind of a living agent, generally someone in the household undergoing emotional and/or psychological stress. The agents are people who typically have no method of dealing with the stress on any normal level, so the subconscious takes advantage of the psychokinetic (mind over matter) ability we all have to blow off steam."

The link below shows my source for the above statement:

Http://paranormal.about.com/library/weekly/aa011303b.htm

Again I'm sorry for the confusion I set forth originally. I think this information is more able to communicate what I mean by calling this poltergeist activity (or rather the start of the activity).

I hope for peace for yourself and your grandmother as you go through this rough time of your life.

~EBD
louloubelle2010 (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-09)
Hello,

Have just read about poltergeist and nothing corresponds at all no idea why you posted that. I am 34 not a teenager btw!

Nothing moved in the room and there was no noisy disturbance.
louloubelle2010 (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-09)
Hello,

I didn't feel anything at all, in fact the over riding emotion was that I felt nothing.

I had that pit of despair when crying; that heart broken devastation you feel when someone you love is dying. But then I was distracted by this thing.

Your links don't work btw...
EternalBlackDragon (1 stories) (21 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-09)
Was there any specific feeling you got from anything you encountered (looks like a neutral feeling from what you have said)?

I have a theory that this is a poltergeist and you may be psychokinetic, but I am not completely sure on this.

Here are two websites with some information for you:
Http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/358947/poltergeists_noisy_ghosts_or_recurrent.html?cat=11

Http://www.mindreader.com/opi/poltergeists/

It seems to fit from what you have said (especially since you are going through a stressful time). (Mind you one of the links makes reference to a teenage girl being more likely to cause this kind of problems, if she is psychokinetic, this can be true but it can be caused by others as well.)

I hope this helps you, and if it doesn't I hope others can find a better explanation for you.

~EBD
eye24 (guest)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-08)
i need answer for that I experience that too. I check and try to find answer
violetstory (3 stories) (68 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-08)
I don't have any comments but I was drawn to this story, my intuition is just telling me that you need to pay attention for the next few days, something is going to happen in relation to these "things" you are speaking of 😊

louloubelle2010 (1 stories) (4 posts)
 
10 years ago (2010-11-08)
Hello, Lou again. I would like to establish that this off white 'thing' had no form whatsoever, nothing recognisable.

Not human shaped, not spherical, not any geometric shape at all...

If anything, it could be described as a solid block coloured 'puff of smoke' - not to say it looked like smoke, but it had that constantly changing moving unrecognisable shape and form that smoke has. Only it moved much more quickly and in an almost liquid, elegant, mercurial way.

Thanks!

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