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First, I'll give you some background. My family all has some sort of ability, even my one year old nephew. My brother has precognitions, my mother and grandma see apparitions, and me? Nothing. Well, that's my problem. I've always been interested in this stuff even since I was little, but I've only had one or two notable experiences, up until recently.

Leading up to my 18th birthday I felt this distant sense of dread and apathy. I refused to celebrate it, and started noticing shadows. While I was on my laptop one night, a moderately sized, extremely bright light appeared in the middle of the room (windows were covered) and floated past me towards my bed pillow. I wasn't scared at all, I just watched until it disappeared. I actually felt a little comforted. (I forgot to mention that my little sister that shared my room passed away two years prior). So I told my mother and she thought it may have been her. I like to believe so. Also, one day when I was about maybe 13, I spilled milk in my room and went downstairs to get paper towels (there was no one else in the house) but when I came back upstairs the milk was gone.

Also, every night for the past 2 months I've been waking up at 3 am. I don't know if this is relevant or means anything, but it just weirded me out because everyone was asleep. Anyway, so my 18th birthday hit and me and my boyfriend decided to have sex. Please don't judge me just yet. But yeah, he purchased two boxes of condoms for some reason and weird stuff began to happen. The first one he put on the wrong way and I refused to use it. Then the next two wouldn't go on. In the second box, one condom was covered in shards of... Something I don't know, so we threw that one out. And then the next one had black ink on it... Or gunk... I don't know. Throughout this whole process I had a horrible feeling in my gut and told my boyfriend that we should just forget it. But he was persistent and the last one seemed okay.

Before we even started anything that day I had a feeling, and told him to pull out just in case. I apologize for being frank. Anyway, when we finally did it, THE CONDOM BROKE. He pulled out just in time.

Another thing that happened just last wednesday, was that I was walking home from an orchestra rehearsal and the air felt really heavy. I asked my mom to pick me up but she was in court, so I walked. I kept looking over my shoulder and was keeping my boyfriend updated on where I was. He offered to pick me up, but I didn't want to bother, although something in me really wanted him to come. However, I didn't want to wait in the dark while he came. So I kept going, and felt this really bad feeling and immediately after a car stopped in front of me. The lights were on and this man started talking to me, and followed me for a couple blocks. I knew automatically that I shouldn't respond and just shook my head and never stopped walking. He sped off when I took out my phone, and my boyfriend picked me up.

So my question is, does anyone have any idea what's going on with me?

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AnandaHya (guest)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-03)
kmo, maybe if you learned more about the spirit world, it wouldn't be unknown territory anymore and you would be able to overcome your fear. You don't have to talk to spirits if you don't want to, but I hate imagining you living in fear of them. They aren't really that mean, most strangers aren't that mean.

Well I should say that I've found nice strangers at every city I visited while backpacking through Euroope. There are creepy people and creepy shadows, but there are nice people and nice shadows that will protect and guide those willing to listen to their instincts and look for the light and love that shines around those people and those shadows if you don't let fear blind you.

The angels in the bible state "be not afraid" that means that the people were SCARED of angels too. So you're not alone, but sometimes the message is worth overcoming the fear. I hope your remember that there are many who love and care for you, some might be among the shadows that protect and guide your life, unacknowledged. Like the millions of things my mom did for me when I was growing up that I didn't appreciate until I had my own kids (YUCK diapers. Don't know a single person who ENJOYS changing them) Guarding humans sounds to me like a thankless job most of the time too.

It is great that GOD and angels have more patience and tolerance than most humans (me especially). Anyways. Sleepy

Peace, light and love

AnandaHya
kmo1108 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-03)
My decision making has improved since then, trust me. And I don't really see things any more except for some shadows. Part of me wants to see and talk to spirits really badly, because something in me says that I need to. And I know for a fact that there are multiple spirits in my house. But my fear of actually coming into contact with one, is the reason I always have background noise. I can't sleep without the tv on. And it took me a while to sleep with the lights off. I know that my fear is holding me back. My gut knows that they're everywhere, but I try and distract myself because... Well humans fear the unknown. Even now it feels as if something's touching me. It kind of feels like an embrace from behind.
And also, thank you all for the insight. It really has helped me.
AnandaHya (guest)
 
9 years ago (2011-01-07)
i actually agree with DC on her last comment. There is a common saying "Evil will always win if Good people sit back and do nothing." Sometimes God calls us to do things we might not always understand mentally but our hearts tell us its the right thing to do. I try to make logical and rational decisions but sometimes God just tells you to do it and will explain later.

For example if you are cooking dinner and you tell your kid's to wash their hands or not touch the hot stove. If the child is mature enough you can explain why, otherwise they have to trust you and do it out of faith that you love them. I think of God as my Heavenly Father and hope that He thinks I'm mature enough to know the answers sometimes but sometimes I do it out of Faith in His love.
DCinAZ (guest)
 
9 years ago (2011-01-07)
Apologies to kmo for the previous comment, it won't happen again.
One thing that struck me about experience that you had is this. Each time you "felt" that you shouldn't do whatever you were planning, you caved. You went ahead and did it anyway. Now each time this occured, you either got 'lucky' or got away quickly.
Hmmm... You think you "might" have the gift? 😕
Try this idea out. The next time you "feel" that you should or shouldn't do something, planned or not, you GO with that feeling. There's a reason for it happening and you just need to accept that.
Just from my own experience, the more you ignore it the higher the chances become that something unpleasant will befall you. It happened to me, and I ended up...well, it wasn't fun. So don't make the same mistake I did, every time you do the "bad" gets stronger, and from there it's just a crapshoot as to "when".
But on the bright side, use your gift well and the "good" gets stronger. Not a bad trade off if you ask me. 😊 ❤
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
DC, I wasn't in ANY way referring to you. I was still talking to Omega. Jeeze, and don't even START with that "fate" thing you've labeled me with, I don't believe in fate, For me, nothing has a solid ending until it happens.
AnandaHya (guest)
 
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
OOOO KAY, Hi Kmo after reading the comments I'm unsure I should even comment but for your sake I will.
My first boyfriend was struck twice by lightning when we were in high school and we did not even get past second base. My husband was my first sexual partner, but we did it before we got married. I do not judge you for your decision but more to tell you that virgins of both gender have a natural protection from spirits.

It might seem silly but I was a virgin so long because I liked talking to unicorns and flying with angels and people told me I'd lose those abilities if I had sex. None of the guys I met really seem all that great in comparison. Plus the lightning strikes kind of freaked me out. He enjoyed it for a while and even made light bulbs flicker from just walking to a room. Now ten years later, not so much.

His wife promised to take him to church and have the elders pray over him. He's nervous system seems to be breaking down.

I don't really understand it but it sounds like you are getting your life long wished answered. Prepare yourself. Light always causes shadows.

The 3 am thing: I don't think its a gate to hell but more of one to heaven. That is when most people are in deep sleep. Delta level which is when I hypothesize is when the soul stands in the presence of Heaven and given their daily assignment.

It is when most of the Guardians of this world are preoccupied and the rest are left to fend for themselves.

Natural science may have a point, but I don't drink or do drugs, and often forget to eat. I wake up at three am and find my friends online consistently because of something the REALLY need to talk about. Truthfully I prefer sleep and my husband has nightmares when he is in bed alone, but I can't sleep peaceful if I see my friends tormented with demons in my dreams. If I have to face them I might as well try and do some good.

Shadows feed off your doubt and depression. Find happy things to think about and look at the bueaty of the world around you. Remember that God loves you no matter how unworthy you may feel about it and that God has a purpose in your life, you just have to seek it out for yourself. You will be given the skills, words, and means to accomplish your job. Don't let the darkness estinguish your light.

Bbdeath and Omega you both may be right. It is easier to seek into the world while most of the guard isn't paying attention, but if you know the way demons can sneak or be invited into our worlds no matter the time. Annoy, but true. The 2012 thing, hmmm I've not had that dream and its just one year away. I would just suggest that you keep some prophecies to yourself. Help people get ready for the future, most people just get scared if told what will happen and may not be able to function from that fear.

Instead if you trully want to help, arm them with wisdom and the spiritual weapons they will need during the "End of days"

Let us not Fight amongst ourselves. We have enough enemies without that distraction.
DCinAZ (guest)
+1
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
[At Sparkman] I did not, I REPEAT, not say it was! So back off of that one. All your feet stomping is starting to bore me. You're not telling anyone anything we haven't heard before. All this "secrecy" is not a secret. Geez! You think it's your fate, right? Then why are you doing everything you can to prevent the one thing you have ultimate faith in? 😕
cosmogal926 (3 stories) (73 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
kmo1108, I never put much stock in the 3:00am demon hype myself. There could be any number of reasons why you wake up at that time, and NaturalScience has posted some very good ones. I believe that you have very strong instincts and intuition. It's not so much the decision to take that next step in a relationship, it depends on how you go about it. You and your boyfriend chose to be responsible, now it might not have been the right time or it could have been just a cheap box of condoms. LOL! The man in the car very well could have been a threat to you, but I believe your good sense and instincts helped you stay out of harms way.

I'm with you DC. My money is on sparky with this one. 😊 😉
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
Also, Really? That 2012 End of the world thing is crap, it is NOT the end of the world, it's just an awakening. Psychic activity will be increased, but it is NOT and I mean NOT the end of the world. No matter which side wins, it is NOT the end of the world. Good wins? Humans exist. Bad wins? Humans exist. Plus I doubt it will be dark for 3 days.
DCinAZ (guest)
+3
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
Sparky, I'll put my money on you in this debate. Omega sounds like another cult type to me. Wanting to see if the fear can be spread about. Pay no attention to the fearmongers. When they're hunger gets to be too much for them they tend to make stupid mistakes. Just swat them down like flies. 😉
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
+4
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
Omega, I'm not a demon studier, but Tiron and I confirmed one thing, demons can be out as long as they need to. The time doesn't make a difference.
OmegaKishido (8 posts)
-4
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
it's kind of like door none can't enter it unless they open it, but the portal has a time limit on it then it closes, but during the ascenion in 2012 december 21 11am in the morning, it will be dark out for three days, and demons will be able to roam around for 3 full days.

People who don't practice there power at least a bit will DIE! THAT IS WHY IT'S CALLED DOOMS DAY, the people who asend get to fight the demons on their level, it's called armageddon. LAST BATTLE BETWEEN GOOD AND EVIL.
if evil wins everything is detroyed but if we win, we get paradise for a while.
Evil can die, if that was the case then there would be no balance, without balance nothing would exist. So evil must exist if good does.
OmegaKishido (8 posts)
-4
9 years ago (2011-01-06)
first of all it related to the supernatural. 3am is the demonic hour, when demons aren't following anyne they can only come out for a hour. But when they atttach them selves to someone, they can follow you anywhere.

Now back to the condoms, it seems like they want you to get pregnat, by that way you would have a really crappy life, as kids can be very frusterating at that young age, by making yourself vulnerable, you make yourself open to a attack.

Demons at that time can possess that of a humans' energy field if they are weak minded.

Now when the air got really heavy, that means someone was emiting ALOT of spiritual energy into the air to slow you down, if it would have slowed you down enough, the guy could have kidnapped you and most likely eneded your life. You may not believe this but evil spirits and demons can read your entire life design and if your ment to help god, then either want to you to betray him or they'll kill you so you can't do his work.

You should learn to defend yourself against the supernatural by learning how to tame your power. Psychic powers, meditate and energy manipulation, shields, psi balls, and wards are what you are going to need to defend your self.

Demons feed off your anger and fear, but without that they are weak UNLESS they possess that of a weak minded human, that human would kill you but have no membory of ever doing it.

Time may be a perception but there is a portal that leads from hell to earth excetly at 3am and it stays open until 4am then it closes, if a demon has not attached itself to a spirit vessel it will be sent to hell and not come back for a while.

Not angels and good spirits could come and go at will if evil did that we would all be dead right now.
kmo1108 (1 stories) (2 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-12-15)
Oh, I really didn't think anything of the 3am thing. I just don't like being up when everyone else is asleep. But sorry to ask, but can anyone tell me if I should just ignore what's happened, or explain to me what is going on?
NaturalScience (229 posts)
+2
9 years ago (2010-12-14)
The 3AM-and-demons story comes simply from the fact that many people wake from dreams, often bad ones, at 3 AM.
It is the hour when our vegetative nervous system changes from night-mode to daytime-mode. It is also called the "liver-and-gallbladder hour", from the Chinese assumption that every hour of the day is connected to a system in our body and 3 AM and 3 PM are connected to these organs.
Lots of people who have been eating too heavy food and/or drinking alcohol the evening before (both give excess work to liver and gallbladder), thus have bad dreams, or repeated waking from sleep, or complete lack of sleep, from 3 AM on.
See, the "demons" that "wake" us at 3 AM are just our own livers and gallbladders under stress. Overeating demons. Hangover demons. 😆
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2010-12-14)
Time is all a perception, Demons can go ANY time they choose. 3A. M isn't the only time. Tiron said he doesn't know where humans got that misunderstanding of the systematic sequence of demons regarding 3am.
valkyrie (2 stories) (40 posts)
-1
9 years ago (2010-12-14)
i can tell you this much, 3am is a bad time to be up. That's the demonic wakinghour isn't it? 😕

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