Ive recently been looking into what tortures me and what I already knew. I'm an empath and an energy conduit. When I started browsing the web for information on the subject, many sites gave a check list to whether or not, you may or may not, be an empath I fit every single one to the tee.
It drives me nuts the older I get (almost 50 now) What's worse I have been a server for many years and in the restaurant biz for over 30 years. (I've waited on 4 presidents and hundreds of sports figures and celebrities.)
LOTS of people lots of practice if you know what I mean.
Now I sense the energy, and Intent of almost every single person I'm near whether speaking to or not. I have never been married, and I believe it's because I can only tolerate (or withstand the link) people for a few hours before anxiety and many times depression causes me to flee.
My home is sacred and my realm of my own power, tranquil.
I feel inside the people I interact with are at a disadvantage since I already know their state of mind and their overall intent and paragraphs of thought in a flash in my mind.
I can't read specific sentences from people just paragraphs and pages.
But it wears me out ultimately ending in depression and of course I wear my emotions on my sleeve.
Could someone please consult with me and help?
Ps sorry if a poor speller sometimes lol