I have been seeing black shadows a lot recently. They seem like fast black figures. I have seen what looked like a cat, dog/wolf type thing. And a person.
Two nights ago I saw a young girl. About 16 or older. She was illuminated in white light. She was standing in my doorway. My lights where off but the door was open to the hallway with yellow lighting. Which I had not seen before. She looked to be in a long tiered dress.
I just found out today my 9 year old brother saw her to. I don't think I had told him and he confirmed two nights ago before he knew I had seen her also I was shocked.
I don't know if this is real. I don't know if I becoming schizophrenic. Or if I'm crazy. Or stupid. I am scared if I believe in spirits they will become real and can hurt me. I'm really freaked out.
Someone please help. Tell me if this is real. And what I can or should do. Please! My friends family also believes is spirits. But her family is very strict and I can't see her. We can't even talk verbally on the phone.
I need some insight. Tell me what this is and if I'm safe. I'm scared to death. I have a problem with anxiety. I am also bi-polar and have depression. Could that be it? I know I'm rambling but I'm really scared as you can tell. I just don't know if I can handle this. If this is real I want to be saffe from bad spirits and maybe help the good ones. I am very good at talking to people in pain or upset and calming them down. I believe in vibes and bad feelings. My aunt who I don't know very well believes in all of this. What should I do?
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1st you are not crazy but you need to learn to control your abilities.
You stated in your story that you are "bi-polar" you must find a middle ground. I have a theory about bipolar diagnoses and want anyone to see if they think its valid and if we as a community can brainstorm ways to help people control themselves and use their abilities to help others without harming themselves
Hypothesis:
Bipolar is really two states of being
1. Really hyper and high and happy. This is when you are flying high on spirit energy
2. Hangover period when you are no longer on the spirit high. Because sometimes your spirit has to come back to your body to keep it alive and functioning. Since you no longer absorb the spirit energy (your charka's are closed so you don't overload your body with energy and blow a bubl) you feel depressed and more unhappy.
Solution: learn to not overload your fuse so that you can tap the spirit world but not overload your body.
You have to learn to meditate and control your thoughts.' keep your charka's only half open and walk the middle route in your emotions. Be a neutral green aura and live life to the fullest.
Hope that helps, please post again if you need more guidance. Best wishes.
AnandaHya