I'm really confused about a lot of experiences I have had and I think I might be psychic or have some sort of abnormal ability. There have been many incidents that make me think this and I'll name a few and hopefully one of you reading this will be able to help me understand.
I have had deja vu too many times to count. But lately I've been having dreams (all in color if that means anything) and I can remember them vividly when I wake up. The thing is I'll dream about seeing someone who I haven't seen in years or I have dreamed about people I have never met before, and I'll end up seeing/meeting that person soon after. Also my dad (who died 2 years ago from brain cancer) comes to me in my dreams a lot and in my dreams its like hes not dead. I also get random worries in my head that aren't relevant to anything I'm doing and sure enough whatever I was worrying about happens. It could be about other people who I'm not with, but my thoughts or whatever you want to call them were right.
Sometimes I hear voices, and after I go to bed I hear car doors slamming repeatedly and I hear music and every night I look and there's no cars outside. I also hear things moving and soft footsteps. Honestly it freaks me out a little. The hearing and seeing things has been going on since I was little, I think the first time I remember I was 3 (I'm 16 now). When I'd be outside I would see other people in our back yard who no one else could see and one time a little girl appeared right in front of me when I was very little and it scared me to death. I used to wake up in the middle of the night back then and I always thought I saw my mom standing in her bathrobe in the doorway. I would say her name and she wouldn't reply and I'd realize it wasn't her it was just a blurry pixilted image that looked like her. As I got older I wrote it off as an overactive imagination, but when my dad was sick he saw the lady in the robe. My mom got home from work one day and asked him where he got the coffee he was drinking. He told her she had brought it to him a little bit ago before she changed out of her robe... She wasn't home. I had almost forgotten about the lady in the robe until then she stopped appearing in my doorway when I switched bedrooms.
I don't just see people though. I also sometimes see lights around people. Kind of like halos but sometimes bigger.
And back to knowing things before they happen, I ALWAYS knew my dad would die of cancer. I'm my head though I never said it to anyone I always knew he would get cancer. I didn't expect it to happen as soon as it did but I wasn't surprised on bit when it was cancer. (he didn't smoke or drink and we don't have a history of it in the family) I also have good judgment of people before I know them.
Sometimes in my house things move and go missing. I also feel like there's something watching me in my house. Only in my house. But I have always felt like that. Even in my old house. Oh and I also can feel others emotions, strongly. I pick up on vibes very quickly and I know the way I'm saying all this sounds kind of normal but I swear its not! I know there's something different about me and I just want to know what it is. If you have similar experiences please comment or if you know or have any opinions on what I have said. And if you know how to get rid of whatever I have always felt is watching me (I know its not just paranoia) please let me know because it doesn't feel friendly. Its a heavy presence but I feel like its trying to hide if that makes any sense at all. Ok I'm done this is so long hopefully you actually read it all. Thank you -sasha